Ah. and here I thought you're just a dumbass that keeps failing. sorry. my bad <3

why is your smile soo beautiful?

Why is 3 am my 'Hour"?

are we just passing time?

i hope i can let you go

I hope we can stay like this forever =)

Friendzoned. GG. FML.

FUCK WHY YOU HAVE TO BE SUCH A COCK TEASE. GOD DAMNIT!:flamemad:

if i knew the last hug i gave u was going to me my last, i would have never let go...

I wonder if it's worth it.
Seemed easier those last few times, but I guess that's effort of both parts.

You were my first gf and probably my last since I suck so much with the ladies FML

tired of this charade.
hypocrisy's too great.
i've decided to stop dealing with stuff i don't want to.
it's not worth it.
time to find something that is.

I'm gonna drift away from you.

Got my priorities straightened out.

Packed everything up, excluding some missing items, not that it matters.
Now if only I could disappear.

I've always lived by hardwork and great rewards.
It seems the older I get the bad situations become worse each time.
At least things seem more calm now.

I know it pisses you off but I don't know how to express myself or say what I'am thinking.
I'm sorry but I just can't.
One reason could be that my mind's been completely blank.

It may sound cocky but I became the bigger man. One of the rare times I'm actually proud of myself.

That is all.

I lied. I got more on my mind. I don't believe in mircales or the supernatural. But for some reason the one and only fortune I ever got turned true.

I have to be able to do it. I can't accept failure. If I can finish it..everything will be fine. I have to do it at any cost.

You asked me not to like you, so I stopped counting down the days till you're back. You asked why? It shouldn't matter to you if we're just friends, unless you secretly liking me back. This is your lost, not mine.

CORONAS MOTHERFUCKER YEA

^ GIMME!

^ I want as well. =[
Need an escape, even if it's temporary.

not anymore

this is a fucking joke!!!

You are always there for me... thank you =)

it's gonna take me some time to get over you...

whats done is done. if you ever done anything wrong even if the result is not what you expected at least apprehend for it. if you are right then you will be fine. if you are wrong at least u took the initiative to correct it. there is never a right or a wrong in these things. there is only cause and effect. there is no such thing as too late. w/e the situation or w/e he/her did wrong wut matter is that you can look at urself in the mirror at the end of the day. only do something if you have no regrets. i'm happy for what i have even though it was so hard to obtain. hopefully everything will work. we all have many things to work out and grow up. there is no such thing as the perfect person. love is simply making compromises and being the best at who you are. because if you can't see the person deep within then you are wasting both of your time. the other person can help you reach your potential but if both of you lose track of what you are doing it's time to leave.

as a piece of advice. the minute you gotta force anything it's time to leave. just be yourself and if it doesn't work out you gotta leave as hard as it sounds. there is always someone for everyone. you may never find that person and if you do no matter what people say just remember. Whatever your friends/family says they wish for your happiness and you well-being and do think about that. if you can counter all their critisms with reasoning then you can continue with your relationship. and think about your actions. if u do this what will happen. self gain is a huge motivation but you gotta bite the bullet at times to acheive even more. it's true what the old sayings say. paitence and communication is the key. only with those 2 things are you able to grow as a person. we all feel anger,jealousy,hate. but it's when we put those things aside that we can see the big picture.

to anyone that i have ever insulted/hurt caused problems for i apologize. i wish u the best of luck in your future endeavours. i do not ask for your forgiviness becuz what's done is done. do not find me and start shit. i will not deal with it and it'll simply waste all our time.

as you said. one chapter of my life is done. another is beginning. i'm still not ready for that job..but mb this is a start in preparing me for it.

ps if it don't make sense...it's not suppose to lol. it's an ephipany