We just had no future and prolonging it would have been worse. The freedom is really refreshing. But I have to admit I still think what if but I can't tell you that.

I am sorry.

^
+1 for gotta do what you gotta do.

Why am I hesitating to do something I've been waiting to do for years?
I just don't want to make a mistake and waste my time and money and have it ruin a potentially great experience.

SCREW YOU SHEPHERD!! TAKE MY KNIFE IN YOUR FACE!!! (left eye to be exact)

so you tell me you like me but you dont know if you're ready for anything serious. wow what bullshit.

The past nearly three years have been amazing, and it tears me up inside that what I had is no longer there. I wish it was, I truly do. I have tried and tried over the past months to keep it going, but everything has just drained me to the point where it doesn't feel like I can get it back.

You think it doesn't bother me, but it does. I have been tearing my body and mind apart with sleeping pills nightly, alcohol and most recently tobacco, just so I could escape the stress, drama and bad thoughts in hoping that it would all go away eventually, but it didn't and it is just too much to take.

In the beginning I promised I would shoulder your burdens, pain and troubles, so you could focus on school and getting your life back together so we could live happily ever after. I am sorry, I lied. I just could not handle it all in the end, I have failed you and our future.

Stop being so cocky sometimes. I really don't like that

It breaks my heart every time when you do things to express your anger that I could've done, but I tried fucking hard to suppress because I never want to break your heart.

Be careful with those sleeping pills, eh? :(

^Yeah man..
anti-depressant/sleeping pills should never be mixed with alchohol...

where have u been all my life . . :)

And fml my carrr ):
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i have butterflies, first time in a long time.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Why the fuck are you getting angry at me not picking up my phone. You already know I don't usually hear my phone and I always call you back afterwords, so why get angry now. I know you're a little honger lg but stop being so childish about everything.

AWWWWWWWWWW. Did the Check Engine light go on in your Evo? ;)

So you tell me you like me a lot, but yet you tell me that you're not sure if you're ready for anything that's serious and if you are, it's going to take you a long time and that i shouldn't wait. Wtf is this shit?

Really? You've got to be kidding me. You're 5000 miles away and you still want me to try a LD relationship even after I told you it wouldn't work. Why?! Are you a glutton for punishment? There are REASONS I don't do LD! GOOD reasons!

Figure out what the fuck you want!!

fuck, you're really cute when you smile.

i know we've never spoke before but i already know i would be happy with you.

going around in circles...sigh

+1

fuck just tell me you lov eme already