I wish we had never met.

So happy the last few days although there wasn't much to be happy about. Just wanted to start off the year happy and cheerful. Totally accomplished that. Now this shit happens to me. I'm back to being a grumpy and moody uno now. I'm so chocked.

Lesson of the day:
Things that happen in minutes can cause you pain for hours. Not only hours, but days, weeks, and ill still facepalm when I rethink about this in a few months.
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i need a gf, damm boring weekends

"Long Way To Happy"

One night to you
Lasted six weeks for me
Just a bitter little pill now
Just to try to go to sleep
No more waking up to innocence
Say hello to hesitance
To everyone I meet
Thanks to you years ago
I guess I'll never know
What love means to me but oh
I'll keep on rolling down this road
But I've got a bad, bad feeling

It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
Cause it's gonna be a long long way to happy

Left my childhood behind
In a roll away bed
Everything was so damn simple
Now I'm losing my head
Trying to cover up the damage
And pad out all the bruises
too young to know i had it
So it didn't hurt to lose it
Didn't hurt to lose it
No but oh
I'll keep on rolling down this road
But I've got a bad, bad feeling

It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
Cause it's gonna be a long long way

Now I'm numb as hell and I can't feel a thing
But don't worry about regret or guilt cause I never knew your name
I just want to thank you
Thank you
From the bottom of my heart
For all the sleepless nights
And for tearing me apart yeah yeah

It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
Cause it's gonna be a long long way

It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long, long, long, long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
'cause it's gonna be a long long way to happy

A new day, a new start

I should stop seeing you when she's on my mind....

Do any of you in committed relationships ever miss "the hunt"?

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Cause you're the apple to my pie,
You're the straw to my berry,
You're the smoke to my high,
And you're the one I wanna marry.

Not all scars show and not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels. :fuuuuu:

couldn't sleep last night, might have restless leg syndrome

=)

You say that I'm the best thing in your life and you'll never find another guy like me. I say I'm in love with you, you say you just aren't there yet, and aren't sure if you will ever be. I say I'm willing to keep doing long distance, you say it's taking a toll on you. You want to try a few days of no contact to see what it'll be like, I go along with it. I really hope you are able to realize that you want to stay as much as I do. I want to visit you at the end of February, and I really hope we can last until then. Maybe that will bring some feelings back.

I want to cry, but no tears come out!!!!!!!!!

I hope what you said won't turn out to be a lie.

Want to be left alone, don't want to make you unhappy, can't break up with you. But want you to do it at the same time.

Leave it and get out.

worst day ever
game over...zero chance

Anxiety, insomnia, paranoia, eating disorder, flashbacks, and headaches! Ah damn.. shoot me.

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I read this everyday. He said that on my birthday, and it's probably the best birthday gift I ever received.

Also gotta say.

First day of school tomorrow. Time I took you for granted. Never again. Everyday I will value while I'm in school.

I will never skip a class, i will study my fucking ass off because in the end if you succeed in school, you will succeed in life.

I AM FUCKING STOKED. Seriously anyone who had the opportunity to go to school and didn't or did and half assed it is a fucking idiot.

I have so much more respect for students lately. Because I see what happens to people that don't go to school.

I gotta keep building, being higher, never stop progressing. If you BECOME STAGNANT AND COMPLACENT you will be unsatisfied.

omg le immature bitches, fu.
you ppl are so fucking annoying.
blocks on facebook and msn.

i used to hate mainlandurs, i still do.. in the community i live in i guess i have to adapt to them..
i try and adapt to them.. do favors for them when being asked.
what do i get in return? they troll me, jack my iphone, wtf is this shit lol

Uno!!!
I wont leave you!!!
Ricky Poon says Hi BTW

I just have this sinking feeling that I must remove the incredible need to be wanted in order to actually be in a healthy relationship.

Note to self:

She's been cheating on her boyfriend with you for 11 months and counting. You aren't falling for her, you're mixing lust with love. Yes, 11 months is a while but time is nothing more than a subjective duration. The fact that she's cheating shows she's neither loyal or has integrity. You're overthinking about her, she has a cute smile and pleasant attitude but keep in mind she's still cheating. You can delete her number, but the sex won't be coming in and you'll only look insecure. If you date her, you'll be the rebound and sleeping with one eye open. Understand that, if you date her you're self-respect and value in yourself will go down. You'll be happy but she'll have that much control over you. You're mixing lust with love and having a bad case of wanting what you can't have. Don't delete her number, you'll lose something great. Sex with no strings, it's not what you want sincerely. But, just realize this and continue being her friend with benefit. There are plenty of girls out there, you just don't have options atm.

- Realization Rossi
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