The competitive side of me is taking over...must not let that happen...

Reminder to self:
I can only fight for so long, it will never be over. I can't let it take the better of me...
Just live my life and be happy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=olafy...mbedded#at=167


IM SORRY BABY, YOU WERE THE SUN AND MOON TO ME..
I WILL NEVER GET OVER YOU
YOU WILL NEVER GET OVER ME...

we see each other everyday and we talk everyday. i cannot get you out of my mind!

903: still a child, knew close to nothing about girls
sh906i: tried to do some 'fishing'
5230: new beginning... mature enough to understand things; first 'official' breakdown
iphone: tried to erase everything that happened previously, wanted a new clean beginning, but what happened turned out to be worst than all of the previous experiences

I've been alone so long. I see other people with girlfriends and I envy them, feeling empty inside. Lonely even; like I'm the only one left in the world. I'm starting to scare myself.

:alone:

Happy steak n blueberry jam day lol
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Dam feel the same way too... FUCK

Should i give up or keep trying

I don't have anybody to share it with... wanna get together? ;)

God please show me what I'm looking for.....

dont give up till you tried your hardest. because even if you don't succeed, you know deep inside you gave it everything you got - thats what matters the most. you won't have any lingering regrets or " what if's "

feelin this..

Man, most of us on the same boat. I feel like it's not as if I can't find her, it's just that she's not coming to me.

It's like that feeling when you feel lonely at home or out, you realize that there is no one that is really close you can care about a lot of they care about you; and you feel lonely. But you want to text/call someone...then flip through your phone...but...there isn't anyone worth your time. And you just wish..just one little wish...that you could have someone you love that you can text anytime and there will be a guarantied answer from them. I remember the feeling of waking up to a "Good Morning" text. That feeling was priceless.

Idk what I just typed. I just spilled out my feelings.

^ buddy, you gotta start enjoying being single. that's when you'll start getting chicks. Like why are you even going out looking for a relationship? That to me just sounds like you are so desperate for someone to fill your life, when you should be finding girls that actually interest you.

good luck

you get what you give.....

so give good.

God Fucking dam it why can't I fall asleep
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Bitch,you wear those victora secret pantie'S or we're breaking up.

slept at 3am woke up at 7am FML

Off for 2-4 more weeks from injury... Sighz!
Csnt do shit @ home cuz I'm one-handed now...
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i want you all to myself

What do you want from me...this is getting nowhere...

2 days and byebye for a week

so heartless

These feelings are getting harder and harder to ignore
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