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still love this song, love it even more that it's a Capella

unexpected to see you today..

P a t h e t i c.
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I wanna thank you for putting me through all that crap
Now I know who's worth my time and who's not
And who should be cherished n who should be left in the trash
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I don't even understand why I have to go through the same shit again.

cut my losses

Its true; time heals everything...

If you compare my current state of mind versus my state of mind from 3 months ago; I’m much better; I no longer feel as “sad” about the entire situation anymore. But does this mean I don’t love you anymore? I’m not sure…
I still think about you. Not as much as before; you are not in my mind every single waking minute anymore; but you are still there a lot.
I’ve learned to accept it. I no longer waste my time wishing and hoping for something Disney to happen. I’m done with that. I’m done with trying to make those Disney moments happen.
I wonder what will happen when you find out; Will you break down like the first time? Will you just act cool and pretend like its nothing? Will you care? Will you tell me not to? It will never work. I know it won’t.
Maybe in another life. Or in the future. I hope something will bring us together again.
I will never forget you. You are the most special to me.

FFS i thought i left condom talk when i left high school, I am not against it, but seriously, to flip out like that? WTF.. if you ask nicely, i wouldnt cared, and will probably pick up some as I do respect the from a girls POV... psh... honestly, we are 23... grow up

/end rant ... (happie again)

Exactly how I feel now man..2 months ago I couldn't even function..but now my life has pretty much been back to normal..she still crosses my mind quite a bit but at least I can function now..as for the future..we'll just let things flow and see what it has in store for all of us

something u not experience yourself, u would never understand. so... stop talking like u know it all.

I'm not the smartest person in the world, I'm not a mind reader but don't act like I don't fucking know what's going on.

speechless..is all i can say..how ironic @.@

I hear shit about you here and there and I don't know why I care. I still try to track down your friends on facebook like I used to, but I can't follow them anymore cuz I don't really care as much, and it's getting more and more random.
I'm probably assuming you're hanging out with other people more with all the likes an comments on facebook. Good thing.
If I had the balls, I would have already told you I missed the days where I would wake up to a "Good morning text" because you always wake up earlier than me and I see later than you. When I had talks with you about anything at night. Texts all day long that made me push the whole world behind me. Those were the times that when I felt the happiest. Maybe I was just filling the empty void in my heart with you, thinking I love you, but even then, I was happy and reluctant to do anything for you.
We were fine up until the point I gave you that bracelet and you gave me a t-shirt from your trip. Even though we are separate now, I guess you still have a piece of my heart that lies with you, my bracelet, I hope it stays with you to remember who I was.

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The woman I care most about is not the woman I love. What a cruddy feeling, this.

does the past really matter that much? maybe it does, cuase it's effecting me

Tired and sleepy. Life goes on

I want you so bad...

I know exactly what you mean. I also wished for those Disney moments. It's hard to let it go because there's just no way you can let go. It will continue to follow you in your life because she meant so much to you. Ask yourself if you would get back together with her if you had the chance. Will you be able to forget about all the unhappy times and negative feelings you had when you parted? If you can't answer that, then DON'T DO ANYTHING and figure that shit out first. Don't count on something to bring you together. If you really want it, go and get it. If it works then good for you, if it doesn't then you know you've tried your best.

If anything there are friends when you need them. See you at the next CRSX DIY.. or we can hang out if you're feeling down.

need to learn to group words together in such way that i dont seem rude/obnoxious/weird/etc.. =(


=) note - i won her bottle of nailpolish. +1 for first year classes :)

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I've got it figured out; and yes. I'm willing to forget like none of the unhappy things every happened. if we would start fresh. I told her that.
I've tried this twice already. shes lying to me, she says she doesn't/never had those feelings for me.
Its out of my control; I tried the take charge bull shit and pretend nothing bad ever happened. I feel like I've done all i can already. she is too stubborn to tell me what she is really feeling, so we can work it out. I have no more control. the only control I have is to move on with my life. and thats what I'm trying to do.
I'll never forget her. but at this time. I need to move on

Haven't seen you since summer and when I saw you on monday night I felt fine and knew all my feelings I had for you were gone. But today I can't seem to take my mind off you. I don't know wtf is wrong with me and I don't want to be stuck with these feelings again. Ffffuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!! I fails :(