You just keep making me want you more and more. I know we joke about possibly being together but it makes me wonder so much because I know you would be an awesome girlfriend. I know I shouldn't be thinking like this but I just can't help it. There will always be that special place inside me for you.....

Fucking tired of putting in all this fucking effort to not have anything to show for it but hurt feelings. At least give me a fucking chance Jesus Christ! What a waste of time and money!

Fuck you, fuck you and fuck you. Did I mention fuck you? If not then fuck you.
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When the mirrors and the lights and the smoke clear..

Same. Fucking. Story.
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idiot douche fuck can't say shit right to save his fucking life. i hate dumb ass shits.

i hate it when you say i dont care cos it hurts...

sigh..how things can change so drastically in such a short amount of time.

Your smile makes my day :shhh:

I left you cuz of your atittude and your alcoholic lifestyle....you're 23 going on 24 and jesus have you AGED....I LOL'D outloud....:hotbaby:

i feel stupid. she does a lot for me and trys her best , but i dont clue into it until its too late. garhh.

need to clean up my act before i lose her ..

:facepalm:

sometimes soo nice but yet so mean??
mind games

what to do~..sigh sigh..

In the back of my mind I always fear that I will be :alone:

"Uncertainty is killing me...and there is so much we don't know. So we love and we hope that it holds...maybe it came unexpected, maybe I'm left unprotected...so I'm going to fight for my own...I'm holding on until there's nothing left"

Sometimes when I see you, I think to myself how different it would have been if I had said yes.

it's just so confusing most of the time as to what they're really thinking. There must be something that she's done that made you feel like giving up correct? Yea I agree to false signals, they fucking fuck with your head like crazy I hate that. I don't know how your situation is like but I'm just going to do what I regularly do, not message her, do what I like, go work out, feel good maybe learn some new things. Honestly I'm at the point where I don't really care anymore, like your previous post about lame texting... even on MSN... wtf am i suppose to reply to "lol".

But I'd say have options, not necessarily "move on" yet but try to be less emotionally attached. Honestly I don't think I should be giving any advices as I am sorta in a similar situation as well, but that's just my 2 cents.

Must pass my final exam to graduate. Final exam is worth 60%. Job is dependant on me graduating. Must pass Job training for 10 weeks. My future (moving out, marriage, family etc) is dependant on my job.


Fuck you stress.

Good luck..stressed about exams in a few hrs too. :/

Took the midnight train going anywhere

i just rmb..it would have been 3 months @.@..=/

on a side note..please do well on ur exam today...PLEASEEE??!!!

I see you once a month, but yet everytime I see you things just keeps on getting deeper and deeper. Our voice says we cannot be together but our actions and feelings say otherwise. If we could only just break through..

Only time will tell, but this antipication is killing me.

mmm noodles