i feel you bro. i'm in the same situation right now but not as deep as "all these years". you recommend me break it off?

oh nom nom nom nom nom
nth like being sittin beside you nom nom nom nom

why cant you just let me do my own shit... Leave me alone for awhile?

My heart bleeds love every single time it doesn't accepted

^isnt*

when things go from bad to worse..and i have no one to talk to about it...

i miss you babe... i really do...

looks like my bro 124Y is gonna recover from his losses and regain his GF...
i always wondered if i turned back... will i be just as lucky...

i vaguely rmbr... you

so the girl im sorta hanging out often with.....is moving back to macau at the end of august.....FMFL.

So much shit going on in my head

I'm getting Married in June.

GOODBYE OTHER VAGINAS :(

^ congratulations!
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Is this the right decision? I don't even know...

probably is hahaha =.=

could be worse... 124Y...

you could be me :alone:

Most guys would jump at an opportunity like this.
Most guys would like to have theses choices I have before me.

but why am I not like most guys and just telling myself, "don't bother"???

it's fine if you want to go fuck around but at least have the decency of breaking up with your girlfriend before doing so. it sickens me to know you're doing this to her and it sucks how i'm caught in the middle when both of you are my friends.

I just want a blowjob once in a while....
if i ask for one you say dont ask cz it bothers you, and that you will give me one eventually
i dont ask, i never get one...

and sex? dont ask and ill get it? then you think i imply that you dont give it to me enough... seriously? less than once a week? really?

fml

Think of it like this for a second, "Am I getting sex?"
not much of an "fml"

sometimes things will just happen no matter how you feel or think
the past may repeat itself, or it may not

just have to learn to keep my head up, enjoy every moment

You left your family and son to chase your wild oats. 3 years ment nothing I guess, hope your happy with your new bf skank
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wow...

The thing is, I drive a car around the city. Then I see a cute girl with an average looking guy walking down the street and it looks like they are heading toward the bus station happily. I ask myself, why can this average looking guy deserve a girl like this? How come they are so happy? How come he can find such a girl and I can't? I don't know the answers to these questions but I pretty well damn be happy if someone could tell me.

"she's higher than the sky, the suns and the moon...she's like a star"

Because all of us are different; some will follow someone for their popularity whereas some will follow for their personality and deep thoughts. Maybe he touched her heart in a way that she found very warm. Maybe he gives her security, love...etc, everything that she wants in a guy. I too have the same thought as you at times, but taking a second glance at someone and trying to judge them as a whole is rather impossible.

This happened to friends around me also, not just random people i see. You just come to the conclusion that the problem with being friends with the girl you like is that you have to watch her be with someone that doesn't deserve her, especially when you know you can treat her better....

Always I feel that way. Even if I don't have a car that I own and with attractive performance mods or a supercar, I know I'll even take the bus to see her.

Everytime I love and it fails, it hurts more, and it gets more serious. So serious to a point where I think I'm starting to scare myself being so paranoid about almost everything bad happening to the girl I'm with. Now I'm stuck between the line of not caring, and caring even though I watch her go out with other people I know nothing of. It's confusing and tiring at the same time trying to stop myself from thinking about it, and giving in to look through her facebook or get info from friends in her class.

I tried not loving anyone. Screwing around, texting girls, calling them up with no intentions. It was a period of time where I felt free and occupied with all these girls around me. In the end however, I realize I'm lonely once again and I want that love. I need that love.

You know the feeling of loving someone is great. But you know whats better...the feeling of knowing that someone loves and cares for you which feels the best that any man can wish for.

^ I get what you mean. I'm in the same boat as you.

A car is indeed more convenient, but it'll never beat the moment you and the girl will have in a more open space area (bus, skytrain). When I daydream (yes i daydream), I always imagine myself and the girl I've always wanted to be with...holding hands, her head on my shoulder...sleeping and just letting the driver - (destiny) open up our path.

Each love experience will teach you something, you shouldn't take it as a hit. I know it will hurt, but there is nothing in the world you can do. The more you care about it, the more anxious you are to find the answer, and you'll never know if it'll be news you want to hear about.

Screwing around with girls and just talking to them with no intention is basically what I'm also doing now. I know it won't have a good outcome, but the fact that it keeps me "loved" or "a sense of importance" is what I need at the moment. I know I'll end up back from where I started sooner or later, but I really can't stand being alone...This will never be a substitute for the "one".

Sorry I can't really give any advise right now because I too am really confused and messed up...