starting to think that us being together is never gonna happen now....

stop texting me dumb shit at 3am about you going to parties and hooking up with girls. i clearly don't give a shit and never will. tell somebody who cares.

Is that why she stopped answering me? :alone:

impressed

Talking about leaving to your friends?? really? I dare you too, its all been you who's been wrong. I'll be the best you'll ever have. I had so many opportunities where I should of left you.

^ i know that feel bro

How can I tell if you are true to me?

i find it hard to believe that.................. is it that hard for you to txt or call me?

how to deal... :stupid:

I have a chance to come back and visit Richmond/Vancouver this Canada Day long weekend...
but I'm afraid that if I come back once again; I wont leave.... "ng sai duk"
its not that my life here in Calgary sucks... but I just love the feeling of Richmond; I love it so much! I feel like its a huge part of my culture (even tho i've only lived there for 3 years)
and of course...
I'll have to drive to UBC... and then i wont know what to do....

i'm not going to come back on Canada Day long weekend... not because I don't miss it... but because I know I wont leave if I do come back... I miss it that much.

I miss my "old" life already... and its only been 3 weeks...

Been through so much shit the past year, really hoping the Canucks can pull this off...

enough about caring for other people's shit... time for me to care about mine.. been too busy helping others, I don't have time for myself anymore.. wishing I can love somebody like they do...wishing somebody would do the same... and school school school! hurry up and be over with you're stressing me out! one more month of college then off to my one year vacation! <3

depressed, angry, mad, discouraged, beat down...EA said we were supposed to win.......

being a fan sucks ass.

all I am doing is letting out sighs................................. fuck and the riot in dt is just disappointing to watch on the news..........

next season Canucks?

Wanted to watch the game, but had to work. Kinda glad I couldn't watch it or else I wouldn't have been able to hang out with you today.

I Miss You 感動你　這份愛　太神奇
真心來融化你　誰要勉強假裝愛理不理
我只想保護你　發誓要　你歡喜
不必刻意　無需構思　

bitter sweet relationship with this song. :/


edit: looking back at things just made me smile.

June 16 2011, the day after the cup finals described in one sentence:

Truly an inspiring conclusion to some monumental stupidity.

one day you told me you need space, I backed the fuck up
the next day you told me you miss me, I gave you all the love I had
you told me I'm one of the most important person in your life, but now I just feel like the dumbest motherfucker in the world.
fuck you and your selfishness, indecisiveness and self righteousness. you don't deserve me.

just want to say THANK YOU to all the REAL FANS and people for helping with the clean up this morning !

Just let me fucking do this. It has to be over.

"I never used to be jealous. Then I liked you to the extreme. Now I’m jealous of just about every guy that you talk to, smile at, or even wave at. All because in those few seconds that you looked into his eyes, I wasn’t on your mind." S.P.

Get outta my head! Iz need distractions! suggestions?

nice hanging with you today, i rike .

weed