Holyyy fuckin christ woman, why must u make everything so complicated in life....stop being a dam socialclimber and get the fuck out
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Maybe I should have asked for your name...

I FUCKED UP BIG TIME!

why can't all 3 of you be my wife?!

you've fucked me over once, and twice sideways. I've forgiven you but yet you still have only changed a bit. You hate my friends, and hate me for telling them that there will be issues if we were all to ever meet. You speak rudely about my best friend whom I was with since I was 10. You promise things and they never show. You get mad at me for the things you do but 10x worse. You speak rudely about me to your friends but they know, they've told me. Yet I'm still with you. You're birthday is coming up and we're talking about presents...I said I'd get you candy as well, just like mine where you said you promised me a watch. lol. But your face looked disappointed. Yet I'm still with you.

Grow up. thanks.

Crushing hard like waves onto my stillbeating heart. Nahhhhh lol But seriously I can't stop thinking about you again. Everytime I see you the feeling come rushing back.

Space bound.

Keep getting led on...

I swear I have a higher chance of winning the lotto 649 than being able to read what a woman is trying to get across.
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^ Must say that's true

I know other people feel the same way..

You get a text message. Its not the person you were waiting for to text you. You were hoping its that someone you like or that speical someone...but its not...
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Fucking awesome start to summer so far. Had the time of my life these few days.
But got myself in a dilemma.
Go for girl I used to (past 2-6 months) like alot who I still have a soft spot for. Who now is showing signs of interest or go for one of her best friends who I'm getting pretty tight with?
Tight not as in friends but it's getting a bit personal now. Like sharing dinner/snacks/nightmarket food.
I was always a underachiever and a pessimist but things have really been going my way lately. Lately as in these few weeks. Landed myself a pretty awesome job I'm interested in and making some money on the side. Improved a shitload in photography and still learning and improving as I shoot more. I hate school but when learning about things I love, I can't get enough. I can't believe I'm actually reading books independanty just for fun and it's noticeable I haven't been a lazyass couch potato these few weeks. Life is definitely getting better and I can't believe that I'm not dreaming.
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i guess ill keep waiting for you.

my gawd, its not like i'm keeping score or something, but why the fark does it seem like i'm the only one always "giving in" in this relationship

That's awesome to hear man but you gotta be strong through these times and don't get led on by hopes that were never there. Just went through that shit and it stings. Worst thing for me is that this girl was my bestfriend since gr.8 and I'm feeling us drift apart but hopefully it's just a "phase" I'll have to go through as a result of telling her and just letting it all out which I didn't do till like 2 weeks ago lol. Don't "go after" the other girl either, just see where things take you and if you feel that you'll get out of the friend zone, do it which you might not have a huge window to do. Best of luck man!
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Sounds like you need to man up and get rid of this one

not a happy camper anymore

I miss you already
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Had such a long talk with you on the phone yesterday...I don't really know what you're thinking, you say "I like you, but I don't like you". You tell me you're not worth my time and that I can find someone better than you. If it was really like that, I wouldn't have gone through so much for you; helping and comforting you when you needed it. You know what kind of feelings I have for you, and I know the kind of feelings you have for me. Both of us admit that we don't want to lose each other and I can honestly say that I will love you for as long as this relationship will last. I know you have trust issues because of what happened in the past, but I will show you in time that I am someone that will always be by your side. You really had me scared yesterday, I really don't want this to end because every time I'm with you, I can just let loose and tell you everything and it just makes me happy when I'm around you...

everytime you go away, i feel blahhh

not my fault i drive my car more than you

shitttt i hope everything gets better for you too! ive also been in your situation where i liked a really close friend. in fact, it was march of 2010 when that happened to me. i didnt handle it well and at the end (a month or so later) we didnt talk as much and just became "normal" friends. talked to her more afterwards. the thing that sucks and you have to keep in mind that most of the time when you ask a friend out or even worse, a best friend, they will most likely turn you down. not because they dont like you, but they wouldnt look at you as a potential date. think of it like this, if one of your best friends ask you out, will you go out with them? my advice is just act nice but be sad about it. dont lose touch with her but dont annoy her like you have nothing to do. dont be whiny and make her feel like shit because she turned you down. if you make her feel like shit, some people will think youre butthurt and others will think youre an asshole. but best of luck! if things dont work out after, just give up on her and use this as an experience.

since you know what happened to me about a month ago, ill tell you what happened afterwards. the worst thing for me was not seeing what happened in front of my eyes. it was going to school the next week and people started to ask me how i felt about it and honestly, it was painful to laugh it off and just say "whatever". i started being an asshole indirectly because i knew i was done. but after what happened, i learned a damn good lesson. perhaps i was too desperate back then. hell, its her life, she could do whatever she wants so i shouldnt have been that pissed about it. but yeah, i made her feel bad indirectly by telling my thoughts to her friends exaggerating a bit. knowing girls, they tell each other everything. they started to invite me to their hangouts and thats when i started to like one of her best friends. lets just call the girl i like A and her best friend B. i got to know A alot better after hanging out almost daily. same with B. i have feelings for B but nothing crazy.. yet.. i honestly dont see myself dating A in the future. definitely not anytime soon because shes going to HK for vacation in the next few weeks. but B i have a thing going on with her already but im not sure if its just as good friends or if its real. we definitely havent been doing things normal friends do.. ill see how things go but i dont think im ready or in the mood to be in a relationship anytime soon.. things are happening way too fast or maybe its just me. its only been 2-3 weeks.

I don't remember jack shit that night lol

Fuck you! How can you not trust me.. i have done nothing but shown you that not every guy out there is a douche..we may not be together but can you not see i want you?

Damn it how come it seems like I'm only interested in girls who are leaving within the next year...FUUUUU