Tired of the damn lies

why can't i get a legit reason to leave?..grrrr GG

fuckk going through this for another time. It's gonna be hard to get through for sure. The phrase "I miss you" isn't significant to you is it? You say it to every guy and girl, so when you say it to me, I can't really tell if you actually mean it or not. I don't mind you hanging with other guys, but if you're gonna treat them like they're your bf in front of my face, then I don't have anything to say to you. What kind of guy wouldn't be jealous? I want to understand you more, but trying to do that when you're acting like this, I'm gonna die soon. You say you've got something to say to me when we hang out next week. I asked if it was something bad or not...and then you're like ya... And then after you're like I don't have anything to say, never mind. What are you trying to say? the end? probably eh. A few days ago, you said you liked me, loved me, and told me not to ever leave you...and now this??!! And the ring...you left it in my car too...I guess I gotta prepare for the worst next week....

Anyone have any suggestions on how to get through this shit...just to get my mind of this thing

^ wait... U guys aren't dating yet and you got her a ring?
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On a side note...Lol you gross me out

^ Sorry I don't even know what I was writing earlier, just so tired and shit. We are...but I'm having doubts now...about her and everything about her...

i hate this...

don't worry bout it, we all have those days... I feel your pain and frustration

I'am so sorry you got hurt..I should have known better. I will do everything I can to help you get through this. We've made it through thick and thin and it won't stop now. All I care about and all that I can think about atm is you getting better.

To my brothers : I thank you from the bottom of my heart for caring and helping me the way you did. I deeply apologize for everything and I promise I will repay everyone's kindness. I wouldn't know what I would've done if all of you weren't there. Once again I apologize for this situation and I just want to clarify once again that this is NO ONE but my own fault. And yes I will be ok. There is NO reason to feel bad or guilty in anyway. There are no grudges and other of those fucking feelings in either of us whatsoever.

My dragon brother, I know I told you multiple times but do not beat yourself up for it. This is not your fault in ANYWAY! I appreciate the time and effort you took to organize everything and it was unpreventable. We do not blame you in anyway and if you would like to talk...you know I'm only a call away.

Once again I apologize to everyone and thank you for all your help. I call you guys my brothers not because I like the sound of it but because I really mean it. I love you guys.

That is all.

I dont understand... I know you check your phone from time to time at work. I know your txting your best girlfriend... It bugs me how you don't reply..
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oh my KC, we both know what we mean to each other, but wrong timing caused us to be apart... FUCK!

Guess I gotta wait till tomorrow..
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partied too hard... but no regrets.
work in an hour, recovery takes too long =[

I feel like 100 million, bleed dat.

HONG KONG!

im still waiting...

Oh man!

if she's that perfect and can't find even one thing you dont like about, why leave?

sucks wearing my heart on my sleeve.

Why u have to hurt me so many times n still tell me u love me
U say u love me but can't promise me anything cause u probably can't forget the girl u liked before me n u have even more options around u
WTF could u have told me earlier n not act like my bf
It really sucks that I do feel that u love me
I really think that u wouldn't be able to pretend that
N other side of me is telling me that if u love me u wouldn't do this shit to me
I know I should stop talking to u
At least for a while
Man I'm in so much pain
Hope things will only get better!!!!!:)
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you sound like my ex gf. word of advice to you, make him your exbf.

Wow, exact same scenario... hope you'll get better!

sigh.... =.=

so.. here we go...

Wow you're an even bigger douche than I thought.
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i don't know whether to be excited or depressed...