caught you and called you on your lies. Can't believe it took me this long! I used to feel stupid about it but why bother. I've found so many other girls who put you in their dust, funny thing is you don't know about them yet. Suprise bitch , deuces!

i feel like fucking shit.. wish i had talked to you more back in highschool...then you left early and haven't seen you for a year... saw u again the other day you look even prettier than you were before... but with another guy... you said hi to me, and i said hi and we parted ways...i haven't had a thing for any girl except you, for 4 fucking painful years i kept quiet to myself even though you wanted to get to know me more in person... nostalgia continues to kill me

mm its not that she's perfect..more like she possesses qualities that I dont find in other girls I meet =/..and that's good enough to overlook the negatives which i can live with~

its hard when u see the person multiple times a week and hv to act friendly @.@

You randomly text "I don't know why, but I miss you" and when I ask what you doing you say "thinking about you"...wtf you turned me down a year ago and now you say this to me?! It took me a while to get over what happened back then because I really really liked you, but now...I don't know anymore.

!Nhan and LSF22, thanks guys!
im gonna try to get over this asap
but this is really torturing me
i cant get my mind off this
he left today n left me a voicemail
just saying random shit like take care but i can feel the sadness between us
i really hate to end this way
i serisouly wana just be friends,but if could do that, i wouldve done that ages ago.
i hate that i need to pretend to be ok in front of friends, family, colleagues, clients
im NOT ok!
but what can i do, u say u like me, but u also like others =( not cool
the worst thing is that deep down inside of me, i still hope that u would regret and come back to me. i promise i promise i will try to let go of this!

so glad i can just vent in this thread =) hope i will be ok soon! =P

didn't sleep all 1st day and I'm all worried....

3 months... sad to see you suffer like this :( wish I could be more helpfull

aaaaaaaaand im done

seeing you less just makes me want you moar!

dunno how to straight up tell you im not ready for a relationship. i have too much shit to deal with right now. absolutely dont have time for you, dont really wanna lead you on and later on, fuck with your feelings because im unsure of mine. feel like we are better as good friends then a pair. D:

school is fucking killing me right now and i dont have enough time to do other shit. eat, sleep, study. eat, sleep, study everyday. teacher goes through material so fucking fast and the assignments he gives out are such bullshit. bio is bullshit too. he gives us straight forward notes in class then hands us a 20ish page double sided booklet with enhanced notes for us to study. im the type that has to read everything through 2390519 times THEN ill somewhat understand the shit. fuck i dont have time for this. was really hoping to work part time while going to school. i dont even browse rs for more than 15 minutes daily now...

landed a bomb ass job. the excitement of working makes me happy everyday. taking pics (my fav hobby right now) with a kickass wage at parties and dances. im free to party myself and meet people. :D but i dont know how i can handle the future events.. so much shit to study and half the events end at 6-7am. i have school at 8am-2pm 5 days a week. having one hour to rush to school sucks balls. but even worse, ill have no sleep and be hungry as fuck. im taking 2 courses and i have a 15 minute interval to get to the next class and somehow eat. then when i get home i have to edit and send 400+ pics and study all the day's material within the day. fastest i can edit is probably 1 minute per picture. so i have to spend like 400-600 minutes editing. how the fuck am i gonna handle this shit?? i dont wanna get fired lol

wowow i havent thought of how fucked i am till now.

are you a club photog?

yup lol but i take pictures for an entertainment group so i go to alot of different venues

I love you but I'm ready to end it. All I wanted was a chance to change your mind but if you're not willing to give me that fighting chance, then fuck it.

I hope things work out between us this weekend. Been looking forward to this for a couple months now. Hopefully we haven't drifted too far apart since we been so busy lately :/

haha np. my ex felt the same way nearing the end of our relationship. all i can say is do what she did and leave without turning back. he will realize what he's lost, but if you go back to him then you haven't accomplished anything because he will go back to being the same way.

here for you if you need to talk to someone bro

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always the same ol' song n dance for me....:okay:

im so lost..

totally leading her on again ... real subtle, good job ... :fullofwin:

I hate being scared.
Being in that comfort zone is always so inviting.

But that's not what this whole year is about.
This was the year I become a new me, do the shit nobody would expect me to do.

I will do it, and with a smile. Whether you feel the same or not, at least I can say I did what I set out to do.

+1 to what indian bread said homeboy

do wut i always told u! just trust meeee!

no dude. not gonna happen, never is gonna happen. she'll stop talking to me as would everyone else if i did that.

^ just do it!

well another sad day, woke up with tears in eye. Depression hitting harder than ed's vtak!

what can I do....? find a new job? get a new life?

how about [/life]?:okay:

woops i mean *than LOL
wow that typo changes everything

why does EVERYTHING in Vancouver have to be so expensive

Wish I have never met you from the start..
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