I'm a little divided, do I stay or run away, leave it all behind...

@_@ I'm scaredddddddd, some guy I was just talking to on rs knows me in real life.....BUT I DONT KNOW HIM ~_~ what should I do....lol

EDIT**
I are no longer scared D=

Ehhh, I need to find a friend who's good at back rubs ><! this is really starting to kill...

^
mee mee meee........

HAHA dayum it was pretty with you on the webcam yesterday.....I mis those days where we talked more... And why do you keep denying you blocked me on Facebook?!

indeed

To Stay and Fight or to go and quit.

I'm sorry for everything I've ever done to hurt you. I never meant for it to be this way and I took everything for granted. Mayb this is what I get in return for being such a jackass to you. I'm sorry for ruining every anniversary we shoulda shared, but instead I was too selfish to cherish what I had with you, and now it's too late. You've moved on and I've finally realized what you really mean to me.

I promise that if you come back to me I'll make things right. Everything right.

"I wish you would come back to me..so I can once again sleep with a smile on my face.."

My arm hurts, I feel sick, I feel stupid dizzy, and I still have to wear this god damn fake smile for you ><

someone kill me.... or just give me a hug.... that would be nice too.

Dayummm i gotta wake up at 5ish tomorrow SHIETT
Stupid translink buses.....

^^^ewwww what for?

she says that If I love her so much, a should commit to calling her more often rather than testing her, ... But what is there to talk about in order to engage her in a long conversation? Most of we text is just small talk...I have to take comminication to the next level:)

Dont call =D haha save long talks for person to person encounters right?! if you call too often you'll eventulaly get bored of talking to her..

inaii, gotta go do some gay parading tmr T_T

theres a gay parade tmrw? LOL jking

I didn't know it be a new level of hard at this point.
I can't do this, I can't do this at all without doing something I'll regret.
I am so scared right now I am frozen still, cold creeping through my body.


What have I done?

Huh... I just figured out exactly what I need. I hate late night realizations.

Gin is definitely not a nice person when woken up -.-

don't forget. tomorrow is holiday/sunday hours.

hmm...so that was you that snuggled up to me on the couch after that drunken night and made out with me beneath the blanket then left before anyone else woek up/I could figure it out. Damn.

Im awake and officially taking a #2 right now... =)
*dont ask*
I love the sign of releeef

Consider our friendship terminated. You've lied for the last time :)

Cold winds flow
My heart calls
It's time to walk away
It's time to walk away
Take me home
My heart calls
It's time to walk away
It's time to walk away
From you
From you

T_T........
Im starting to doubt the person you wrote about on your blog... it's probably not me.

>_> I hate buying something, wearing it, cutting the tag, and then you realize....you should have gotten something else.

I hate how everything has wrong timing. Right emotions wrong time. Life sucks.

i love my JB

Dear Friend,

It's almost 6am. I'm now home, feeling a lot better and you're probably in bed exhausted. I'm exhausted too! Who wouldn't? You just spent the past 3 hours dealing with my bitchy, self-deprecating self. While you tried to take my mind off of things and make me smile, I just tried to start a fight with you. Then you spent 2 more hours making me realize how insignificant my issues are while expanding my views on life. So really now...thank you for when I wake up in a few hours tired and hating myself and also cuz I know I'd feel better about everything else that's going on right now. =)


Love,
Girl <3

PS. They really need to make more people like you! Just wondering if you come with a free upgrade, cuz a steakdinner3.0 would make a great add-on!

werd bro
take it easy

i figure that hongers aren't really my type (maybe a few are)

So I've finally reached Resignation in my 12 Step Process. But the problem is, I think it's the wrong type of Resignation :lol.