some girls just need a little nudge to get started :fullofwin:

some girls just need to pushed down some stairs :okay::troll:

I never asked her out. So I never got a "no."
All I did was tell her how I feel.
Is there still potential? Yea.
Do I want more than a friendship? ...

Cant see you till sunday..
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Last night I walked her home from work, talked about work related stuff just a tiny bit of backstabbing about how a few waitresses are terrible and what not (I'm no waiter, I'm a cook). I was a little stoned and tipsy, she just finished work. However as we we'er walking I look up in the sky and notice a cloud that was shaped as a rabbit that was jumping for something. She thought I was tripping out but wasn't, she noticed also. She looked at me and I looked back, she said to me we just had a moment there..both smiled back at each other. but for some reason I didn't give her a kiss cause I wasn't thinking but at the same time I didn't want to rush things. I still don't know her to well. But yeah, the night ended good.

Kinda cheesy but yea. haha

dont blame me for assuming, its because you didnt tell me enough,
as if i can read minds - - .....

I used to turn to you when I was miserable but it seems like it only gets worse when I look for comfort from you.

Before my life ends, I want to live a life of purity, worthwhile struggle. All I wish for before I die is for my family to live healthy and happily and also for those that are in pain to find meaning in within their souls, if I am able to compensate for their pain I will. since this world is all about compensation. Although I know pain and suffering is what keeps the earth moving, I want to do my part in helping others. God, give me pain and I will take it. Give me darkness so that those in suffering may see light. It breaks my heart to see another human being in suffering.

We hurt others, we are hurt by others. In the end, whose fault is it? Noones. As long as the world is spinning, we and our lives continue to spin with it.

I'm always the stupid one. Always the guy everyone knows as the retard. Well you know what? As long as I am living, I will continue to struggleand go thru the pain, free of lust and free of anger and one day you will see how I redefine the word retard. Give me 10 years. 10 years is all I ask.


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^^ Was just listening to that song.. lol

Tonight is the First night that I can actually have you around me and feel normal.

It's funny how the feelings changed just like that.

You are so much hotter then before... Omg...
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im just saying you could do better.

tonight was no fun at all..soo boring =/

so choked.

http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lo...qv28o1_500.gif

^ what happen bro

Fucking be real with me, enough of your shadiness

girl problems and some family problems :/ mom either has anger management or shes having her menopause lol. i think im moving out pretty soon

relationships that start fast end fast :/

you told me " if you want someone that bad, you gotta chase after them and never give up " And thats what i did..But now i realized you forgot to tell me one crucial point.. the part where you won't fall for your own advice. So what am i chasing ? Something that will never happen ? It looks that way... :okay:

^oh man, I totally get that.

yes, you have to work at something to get it.
but if you keep chasing, and nothing ever happens, what's the point?

I'm kind of there too. keep chasing an unknown, or what's the alternative?

do something!

1 week till ur out homie!
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exactly where i'm at too...you keep on giving me hope that things will be the same and you just kill all the hopes and push me away. Why give me this advice?

so different, so very different... almost everything I shouldn't be going for, but I can't help it.

The alternative is to start chuckin up them deuces