Now that wasn't so bad was it?

I'm glad I was able to expand your horizons

It's been an interesting 3.5 years. Many ups and downs. But alas, someone has to move on and in this case it will be me. Farewell, dear friend.

we'll break up one day. its inevitable.

This summer so far has been a very wonderful one except for the fact that school had to get in the way. The story begun that day when I drove you home that day...you asked me who's this girl on your phone? your girlfriend? And I said nope, I don't have a girlfriend. You thought I was lying. There was absolutely no spark going on during that time...until we just thought of chilling together in downtown one day. I had no idea what kind of person you were like during that time, but after awhile I thought you were a very fun, outgoing person. I, myself were pretty shy until you came along my life. I still ponder sometimes at exactly what point did you start liking me...

I know in every fresh relationship, one shouldn't put their whole heart into the relation. But right now I just feel like spending every second of my life with you, and from the looks of it, I think you do too. Your parent's tell you that I am the 'one' apparently, but your friends on the other hand dislike me...Will you let go because of what your friends say? According to your friends, your ex were good looking, and well me?...I have not seen them but I don't think I can even compete... I sometimes just wonder what is it that I have that wins you over. I know there are tons of better looking guys out there and you can surely find better ones too.

I know I'm supposed to be focused on school, but this summer has just been really fun and crazy with you. With you here, I just don't feel like doing anything else. Courses can be repeated, but the moments cannot... Maybe I'm just thinking too far ahead right now, but at this moment I'm starting to think about the future or rather our future...

fuckk...

Best of luck, brother. Make me proud.

you have no money for anything but smokes and booze. lol thats awesome :/

You are so difficult even though I try very hard to make this work. We've been together on and off for 7 years and it's the same cycle again and again. Half of the time I feel as if we're meant to be, the other half I feel as if no one deserves to be treated the way you treat me. The punching, swearing, and screaming... It just breaks my heart every time, just because you're a woman and I'm a man doesn't give you the right to treat anyone like that. I cling on and try to pull through because of my feelings, but logically I know this is wrong.

Sometimes you make me so happy. Sometimes you make me miserable.

I honestly hate this.. I don't know what's stopping me from telling her how I feel. I've been putting off for way to damn long now. I need to tell her.

Today I had to wait around after work just in case it got busy after fireworks. I hung out with the other chick that's a server at my work also because we both had to be back at a certain time, I'm telling myself not to go for her because she seems like a chick that just wants to fuck around and that kind of flirty type of girl that talks to tons of guys.

So guys I don't know what's stopping me from telling the first girl I was talking about in the last few posts about how I feel about her. I think its cause that she's some what older then I am, I know peole say age is just a number and all but... Still. I really want to get to know her more. I have no movtivation for some damn reason. I need help :(
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Well thereis only two roads, break up or get married
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Although I do agree age is just a number, both of you might still have to get through it, and IMO the bigger the number, the harder it COULD be. I say if it's just a couple years, take the risk and tell her, better to speak your mind honestly rather than hold feelings in and regret right...

I feel like you kept me far enough so you wouldn't fall for me, but close enough to feel like I adore you. Well I'm saying right now, I'm no longer pursuing you.

Excited to see you tomorrow!!!
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imu so damn much. i wish u'd wake up and say something..

r: Do you ever look back and have one moment, where you know your life would be totally different if you made the opposite decision? Not just a maybe, but a for sure. Your life would be so much more...either better or worse. But you know you wouldn't be the way you are now.

^of course. Every decision made brought you to where you are now. But there's no point on looking back and wondering "what if". Life has one direction, forward.
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now... if I could only get you to trim....

I feel like a wreck.
I don't always understand why you act the way that you do.
Love is a complicated thing.

I may need someone to talk to if tonight doesn't go well. :(
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Hey !Nhan, i remember you posting about not having 2 properly functioning legs. If i may ask, what happened? :/

I just want you to be happy. I know that being with you was the happiest part of my life so far. But now that were forced apart, i just can't help the fact that i have to let you go in hopes that i can call you mine someday...There's no point in you hanging on, so go chase your dreams as the talented and beautiful lady you are, cant wait to hear you succeed. <3

Well it's almost your birthday again, and here i am bout to miss it for the 3rd time in a row. My whole life has been through its ups and downs, but im happy because it was all worth it. All the tears i shed when i left, All the hugs i've missed for the last 10 years, All the smiles and kisses that we missed as i was growing up, maybe they make you sad, maybe they make you wonder. Wonder what life coulda been if we'd stay'd together ? I just want you to know that..i'm..Smiling and Happy :fullofwin: Im grateful for everything you've done for me and know that the gentleman you raised, will never ever let you down. Imma make you proud momma :) Love you <3

Still patiently waiting for you..
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Why do I always let my emotional side get the better of me?
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What an awesome day... roller hockey, beach, dinner and drinks with my crush, movie, chilled at a lookout.

Life is good :cool:

I always knew you would succeed!

finally talking with each other tomorrow. going separately but I want to get back with you so damn bad.