Some days I wish I could love someone the way TOS'd loves bcrdukes

:inoutugh:

I'm emotionally damaged but I still want to be the girl someone can look at and say "My life has changed since I met her."

Its funny how you just need one person to make your day or even your week, knowing that her smile will be the only thing that would make your day complete. Not even close friends, family, or people you work with. I just want to see your damn smile right now...
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phunky FOB is a girl?!?

Mind blown.

I need to see some damned effort.

Taken for granted like always.

hehe....feels good bro....feels good...:fuckyea:

i made a promise from the beginning that i would never give up on you

I wish I knew what I want, enough to actually try and get it.

Sucks having no job.. :okay:

Got turned down from being a CSR at TD..
Nothing from BMO or Coastcapital yet..
No replies from BMW or Nissan as Lot attendant..
Nothing from Apple Store, Oakridge Metro and PC
Nothing from The Keg, and Joeys
Had an interview at Purdy's Chocolate factory, no phonecall back..

In the end, I'm just on-call at Safeway, when nobody wants to work..
School starts.. next year?
And to think I was gonna get a car before school starts..

No biggie as I still have all the time I want to work out..
:fuckthatshit:

Did you follow up with any of your applications?
Sometimes a follow up will get you the interview/job

Friends tell me I need a gf. I tell myself I need a gf. However if I start looking, it's gonna be desperate and I might end up/hurting someone I don't want to be with. The pressure is on.....

let it come naturally bro :concentrate:

+1

feels like the weight has been lifted now I know what has to be done

Everytime I see you.. I feel nervous.. tonight was no different.
I can't say that there's progress because you barely talk to me.. you never talk about how your feeling. We've switched places where I'm trying to talk to you about my feelings, and your bottling up and holding on to a grudge.

Why can't you just let go of your grudge.. you know that I won't let go of you. I just hope that I can wait long enough for my love to still be strong enough to accept you back. Don't take too much time to forgive me.. to trust me.. Because everyday I spend away from you, the breakup hurts abit less.

http://lovequotesrus.tumblr.com/post...y-poorgirlswag
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I was going to say "Sorry" but I wouldn't know which wrong I'm apologizing for.

Shit is tough, so you gotta be tough, shit
like a running back you gonna get hit
sometimes life gives you more than you permit
so you gotta step through it and show 'em your true grit

/amateur lyrics end

expected the expected
wished for the unexpected

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lol story of my fucking life, the worst is when you do give in and text them and all that happens is you get the confirmation, that they really didn't want to talk to you.