"I put my heart and soul in this game, I'm feeling drained, unappreciated, unalleviated, tired of coming up short, fuck abbreviated."

But tennis what... It's thanksgiving. Be thankful.
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i need a dream catcher! ugh.

One day :)

Nice to have a long weekend. =]
You stayed over night, even though you were grumpy from lack of sleep. Your still cute as fuck! <3

it's nice to finally let it all out. diaries/webblogs are such wonderful tools!

nooooo, let's not go back to that again.

you said you don't know so your not gonna say yes cause you dont know what might come up. it's an easy yes or no question, just be straight up about it please.

Feel's better now. I can finally move on.

These 3 months are going to go by allot faster than I had hoped. Glad our schedules are not at all compatible. Helps with the distance I need.

I didn't think this would affect me this much. Hopefully, the increased distance will help.

Just for lulz: :nyan:

I FUCKING HATE YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH ICBC!

ICBC IS FULL OF FUCKING FUCKS.

Fuck icbc n the police, 7 tickets in the past 2 weeks, blow me -_- disputing most of em cause its actually not my fault
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where are you? I am worried

7?! Holy shit dude, you MUST be doing something wrong

wtf why did you have to enter my dream :(

=( ^ I know what you mean, but even in dreams you ignore me :(

sigh, well i gave it some time, I dont constantly expect texts from him anymore but I still want to be able to hear from him and talk to him =(

when I saw u in person u seem to act totally different as if nothing happened, and when youre on the phone with me you seem so nice, I really like hearing your voice..

BUT I HATE YOU THROUGH TEXT WHY IS THAT?

well, u ignored me for a day and a half and I didnt make it seem like a big deal, I sent one text saying, " i hope youre not doing this purposely. I wish you would atleast call me"
and he replied with " Am I obligated to talk to you? " :(

that hurt....
I thought you really did like me :(

am I that terrible. OR is it because I want what I can't get

even though we let it go, i just gotta let you know

still got it for ya

a relationship is just like football

:suspicious: explain...

You won, you definitely proved your point.

Never felt better being single, letting you go has let me reach higher than I ever have. I better myself with every day at work, definitely helps keep my mind off you. I realized by being independent now, I have nth to lose. But you're dependent as fuck, and while you're already jumping on to the next, you'll realize that you will always have everything to lose. But who am I kidding, you'll never learn.

Got the two career related jobs i never thought I'd get this term, interviews lined up for both spring and summer, I wish you were there to see it, but things are going pretty damn well for me. Every day presents me with opportunities for growth.

After all the shit I've been through, I actually thought I'd finally end with a FUCK YOU. but instead, I thank you. I thank you for helping me better myself, for being a big influence in my personal growth, and for motivating me to be where I am today. :)

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