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Being told to smile by coworkers when I have no one to smile for just gives me a massive headache.

fuck..my knee.. why did i ever have to get into that accident :okay: in the end nothing was worth it

You turn me down to lunch. Apparently you don't even know your own schedule or when you are free to chill. You don't even give me a reason why you can't go or another day when you can go. That's what friends do. I've stopped chasing you already and I want to be your friend. If you can't treat me as your friend then why am I still trying to keep this relationship close? I'm not going to try to keep someone who doesn't want to keep me.

I feel like I'm your plan B. If you're lonely or you are bored you just text me. But when you're busy you just give me three worded texts. Well FUCK YOU. I'm no one's plan B. If you're not there for me when I need it, then why should I be there when you need it?

Sometimes I just feel like I'm just there...
I feel like I'm not important, and I'm not given a chance to show myself to you.
You just talk to me when I'm bored, and I'm only there for you when you need me to be.

When you text or respond to me, it's usually one word half the time and it's so hard carrying the conversation forward.
Gives me reason that you're not interested in me, and I shouldn't be wasting my energy on someone who doesn't appreciate what I have to offer you.

Got that depressing feeling of giving up :alone:

Fuck love.

Thanks for dealing with my shit again. I don't have many friends that can pick me up when I'm down. Maybe that's cause i have depression to begin with. Safe to say if I had to either give up a relationship or our friendship id choose to give up the relationship. Really wish that I met more people like you who can make an impact on my life because I'm growing away from countless friends.
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i be here for you whenever broski :h5:

Just forget it lol. Seeing a girl now before I would text her everyday now and her response was more like Meh.

Now I text her maybe 1 to 2 times a day and don't even call her. All of a sudden she is the one that's doing the texting and calling lol. Show her you have other stuff to do too and don't rely to her text right away. Give it a few mins. Girls hate it when you are there all the time. Show them you care but not too much. Girls will come to you since they want to know more you.

Felt good to see a really good friend today. Knew her since elementary school. Been awhile since I've seen her.
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jealousy's an ugly thing

Just got to keep my head up, and hope one day that "when you least expected moment" happens...but how can I do that when I'm always waiting and expecting. I miss the feeling of being loved.

Holy crap going though the exact same thing recently too :(. I think it would be better if she would clarify and act more disinterested but she can string me a long with simple words of affection. :okay:

and I've got that feeling once again, comfortably numb :)
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I see we are making progress...our son will make our bond stronger. But seriously i couldn't have asked for anyone better....your goooddd!!! <3 <3

Get better soon auntie.
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ok wow day went from going good to going like comfletely fucking shit, i swear to god if anyone fucking gets in my way i'm going to murder them i'm losing my fucking mind

where the fuck would that be? haha, dont you have an availability schedule.

Working out seems to be the only thing that keeps me sane. But I'm only sane during that hour or so...
FML

I do, but my shifts are only before/after closing time for stores (so either really early in the morning or late night) 'cause I do inventory service with WIS Intl. Also, I missed a previous shift out in Mission so I just sucked it up.
Everybody I've worked with are adults so they all probably have cars. I'm not even able to get my license yet :bluemad:



too bad there's no sun out for all those shady motherfuckers ... :flamemad:

word

Getting engaged? Whoa... Gonna get married after my own mom gets married... Too fast....
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2 week cool down period. Better be worth it. :/

The red flag has been raised. My things lurking inside my head have been confirmed, and now I'm done with you.
I absolutely detest how I opened a lot about myself to you, yet I'm still being treated as any other guy.
I guess you don't understand how much I care about you... but there's nothing I can do to change that.

I promised myself I'll make you happy, even if it meant removing myself from the equation.
Now I feel happy too, no more second guessing myself with all this love bullshit.

Remain single for Valentine's day? No problem.

what a fucking mess

Respected by none, hated by all, nobody behind me. Other than family, I have nothing.