:drunk:

Why can’t you go find yourself.....

Why the fuck are you blaming me for something I didn't fucken do.
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PLEASE! nothing go wrong!!!

The last week has been really rough. I felt like I hadn't accomplished anything. No knowledge of where I am going or what I was doing. Everything came down at the same time. I felt lost and sad with no motivation to do anything. It felt like I was getting left behind in life.

I have to thank you J.L. for showing me that some of us are on the same boat. Not knowing what they want or how they are going to get what they want. Thank you for giving me opportunities and for lending me your hand when I was down. I'm slowly coming out of the ditch I've dug myself in and I have a path that I can see.

^ I was feeling as though I was in a similar situation this past week. I'm still feeling rather low... but it's nice to know that sometimes the people who are furthest away in life can also be the closest...

Best of luck with your situation too.

at the end i always think about you. its been two months and i havent talked to you at all. went out lots, had a lot of fucking fun and dated people much better looking... but no pe, no one has a personality that can compare to yours. super cheerful, funny and i miss your stupid logic. i messaged you for so many years, my days seem so dull without always constantly texting and messaging you. you were always there for me and even though i have tons of people who got my back, its just not the same cause people cant deal with my shit like you can. fuck, never thought i would see the day where i would type all this shit out. thought i let go the week after we were done after i met someone else but nope, guess i still care since i still think of you. i could let go so easily for other people. but this is crazy.. wish you knew whats on my mind but sadly it wouldnt change a thing. what i fucking hate the most is when i see your photos and shit on facebook and it drives me crazy. GAH!!

Same shit i'm going through, without the dating. It's getting worse and worse too :alone:



Fuck, stressing out on this lab report. Wish you were here to give me some motivation. Been doing shit all for the past couple weeks, mostly just staring into space, thinking about you and the good times we've had. I was supposed to stay strong, but I gave in and tried calling you to hear your voice. Shouldn't have done it as I knew you weren't going to pick up :alone:

:troll:

Why am I so worried? Gah I feel weird being so worried about your safety I feel like a parent, not a boyfriend.

Bitch you always be sayin this girl ur goodfriend is every girl ur good friend now?! Damn .... How am I going to live with this.... You only friends with girls fuck wait hold up.. Whatever I should let It go cause I'm only friends with guys.
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i never fully understood you, and im sorry ... all this time i thought u were acting out because you were just a bitch, then i realized .. its all my fault. I love you baby, sorry for ignoring you.




:alonehappy:

Swap date? :awwyeah:

SWINGERRRRRRRRRRRR

why is it so hard finding a car :okay:

^ patience man

She'll appear eventually. Be patient.
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I know its hard for you, just glad that you're looking out for us and you're willing to listen to me. At the end of the day you're not washed up, I care about you so much and you have us. You've basically been our brother our whole lives for good or for bad. On paper you're an absolute piece of shit, but in my heart I wouldn't trade you for anything. We're all only human. Just look at how far we've come... funny how we need each other more and more as life goes on.

i dont need your constant reminder that im not going any where right now so just stfu

:fulloffuck:

lol.... aint even mad :fuckthatshit:

dino isn't a sick cunt

It's like a drug... I fucking relapse every time I see you.