sorry for what i did

i have what i've always wanted now

What are we doing? What is going on?

I wander........

good luck. i hated exams too

was i suppose to ask you..? or am i just thinking too much...?

:p yanno why I gave u the nickname sunshine? Its cause u brighten up my day when its the darkest :):)
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Mind is full of fuck
Seriously the fuck is this?
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I really do just want to end it for myself. Life just isn't worth dragging myself around by the collar anymore.

Whenever your name pops up on my text messages received I smile from ear to ear.. But also in the back of my mind I still wonder where do I stand with you

^Don't do anything stupid corneringartist... :(

Sometimes I just wish the days would go by a little quicker...

You cancelled the date because you've got something to do. Cool, like I've said a broken date is like a moral sin. You agreed to it and by cancelling you've shown me so many truths I needed to know. My friends say it's going to be okay. Of course it is. I've saved time, money and learned new things. It's too bad that you didn't even want to take a chance. If you don't take those chances how are you going to find Mr. Right? Thanks but I think I'm already gone-- NEXT!

You ain't talking to me anymore, and I ain't talking to you. Its finally over. Guess we're officially strangers now.

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hate when this happen when im with u LOL

Sucks to know that you're leaving this world soon. You lived quite a successful life and was truly a family man. Wish I spent more time with you and wish I visite you more this year. Never really got the chance to drive you around and I'm such a shitty grandson for not fulfilling your most wanted wish from me. Had a few man to man conversations with you but really wish we spent time doing something the past few years just the two of us. The whole family is going to break apart after you go and the family picture won't be complete without you. Never took a recent picture of just the two of us just you and me. I will never forget the stories about you when you were young and I'll never forget your teachings. Most importantly I'll never forget your voice with the heavy accent. I swear I'll fulfill your dreams one day but I hate how I can't accomplish it before you leave us. Wish you could watch us do it. Doctor said you have a few days or if you're lucky max a week to live and I don't know what else I can do besides to sit there and watch you struggle with breathing and being pained all over. I want to tell you all this but you're barely conscious. This will forget be once of the biggest regrets of my life but I learned an important lesson; get things done before its too late. At least you will be free of pains once you go. They say nothing lasts forever but my respect for you will. Love you forever grandpa I don't know what I can do for you right now it really killing me.
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so aloneeee, ugh i cant wait for you to be back. Can't even last a week without you, how the hell am i gonna lost 3 when i go visit my family :alone:

get the hell away from me.

can't wait to skype you next week!! i have so much to tell you!! :heartsmile:

Skype is the shit.

Seems like a lost cause....

I wonder how you feel about me :alone:

the more i try NOT to care, the more i ACTUALLY care
wtf is this shit, opposite week?

Its crazy how everything works.
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work, volunteer, girlfriend all day everyday .. then back to school next monday :drunk: why can't there be more than 24 hours in a day :(
so much to do & learn, so little time

Choose your relationships wisely. Being alone will never cause as much loneliness as the wrong relationship. If you don’t value yourself, look out for yourself, and stick up for yourself, you’re sabotaging yourself. Life is too short to spend time with people who suck the happiness out of you. Love the people who treat you right, and distance yourself from the ones who don’t.