for the last 20 years in my life you've never been there for me one bit. ive never asked for anything from you , but once you guys seperated it was hard to see my mother become the mom and dad in this family. After this surgery, it saddens me to see that you were never there beside my bed to see how i felt, you were never there to support my mother financially in paying for this surgery that costed 2500$. You know whats the funny thing? she only asked you to pitch in whatever you can, it's not the fact that she doesnt have enough to pay for it, its just that she wanted you to step up and play the role that you decided to play when you both made me. it's funny that you wanted to have me, yet you wont do anything to take care of me. she never said "hey you gotta pay half" im sure even 100$ woulda told my mom that you cared about me. but you couldnt even do that. So now, this is what i think of you. I have no men in my life to call a father, i only got my mom. i hope that one day you realize the damage you have done to our relationship and when the day comes that you ask for help, mark my words i will not be there for you. it's funny that the guy my mom is currently seeing, whom i dont like very much, even HE was there until 5am when i was out of surgery, he was there when he brought my bed downstairs so i wouldnt have to climb all the stairs, he was there to take me to the doc and bring me back home. you can't even being to comprehend how it feels that he was there and you werent. to say i dislike you would be a complimment, so ill save my words for myself. I just hope that one day, you look back and realize you never helped your first child in anything. not when he was scared for his first surgery and im sure you won't be there for any of my other ones in the future. but i hope you're there for your other son, cus im sure for him, you'd do anything. all i know is im going my way, and you sure as hell aren't coming with me.

sincerely,

the son you never cared about.