Lol awwww, did you get hit on?

I don't know where are you and how you doing now, I just want to say "I miss you."

It's been 7 years since our last talk. I guess you are married, or even have kids now. Just hope one day, we will still bump into each other. Just to know that you are happy, I am happy.

I know u will never see this, but I still miss you.

oh how i hate liars

Why can't I get rid of you out of my head? Why are you so cute?

i still miss you=( it's already been 10 months. we only dated for 3 months i dont understand why i feel like i couldnt have anyone else. what hurt me the most was that you couldnt straight up tell me the truth..and you went back to ur ex. were u using me to get over her the whole time? if you were, then you hid it really well.


When people can walk away from you, let them
walk. Don't try to talk another person into staying with
you, loving you, calling you, caring for you, coming
to see you, or staying attached to you. When people
can walk away, let them walk.

Are you kidding me? What was the point of that fucking call? I don't need to know this shit. Are you trying to tell me that you're forgetting about me? Forgiving me for the bad things I did to you? Are you trying to tell me you still want to talk and be friends like before?

I've said and done all I could to make you want to forget about me and hate me so we could both move on easier.

Just leave me in the past already. I think I made the right decision to tell you never to call me again.

Have a fun/safe trip.. dying to see the cuteness in you when you come back!

Doing nothing but hugging each other for 2 hours was fun. =]

I don't understand why we're not together. When you kiss me I can feel it in you that you still want to be with me. I don't understand why you don't just tell me why.

<3

Now if only I didn't feel so crappy, that's would be great.
Haha, I guess we win some, we lose some.

Cuz she was really really hot.

Yeah she is, but that's not the only reason.

Give your head a shake and stop drinking whiskey you idiot. You know we always fight when you do. And what were you trying to prove with Isaiah? That you could be a complete douchebag about his brother? Well good one, no one wants you to come home now. I hope you enjoy your whiskey and being alone, because that was the last straw for me.

why do you have to have a boyfriend already, damnit!

Lala you should be in vegas by now =\

math is the gayest subject in the world, its gay in the way that its gay and that its fucking men.

o_O What math are you taking? =S
I'm doing my math right now actually... Well kinda...

the wait is finally over.

Why do I pretend that I'm okay, when I'm really not?
I guess only you understand me enough to support me through these times and let me vent without telling me to 'cheer up' without reason.
It's harder than I thought to stand on my own.
But I don't want to rely on you out of convenience... that way neither of us will be happy.
Still I was glad..

^Word.

^You really need to get over that girl......

I feel like I"m suffocating, for a long time I thought my friends would be able to pull me back from whatever hell I'm going through, but now I feel like they're the ones making me live through hell. I never seem to be good enough for anyone. My parents say they are not disappointed with me but I can easily tell they are. My friends used to be able to make me feel better, like I can be or act however I want....now I feel like I can never be good enough for you people. I know I should never think that I'm not good enough for people but it feels so difficult.

My family has enough money for me to live a comfortable life. I have a few close friends. I have $300 jeans, 600$ cellphones, and etc. yet I feel so empty. Like my life is just slipping through my hands.

I've been thinking about one girl for almost a year and a half. Even when I was out with a gf I'd still be thinking about her in the back of my mind. What if it were you I was out making dinner for or watching a movie instead of them? What if it were you I would just lay and hold for hours. But those girls weren't you, none of them were even close to you. I know...you will probably never feel the same way as me, and every time I try to move on, every time I try to pursue another girl, all my feelings all my memories of us two come crashing back. Maybe this will be the last time. I know I can not escape you and never see you again.

I've only ever felt like I could tell one person everything, but now I don't think that is even possible, you have so much going on in your life I feel like I can't even bother you with my menial problems. Iris if you ever read this, please know that even if you feel like we're not that close or that I don't care about you .....I do, you are probably the one of the most important person in my life. Even if I lose...her I would be okay, but losing you ...I don't know what I would do without you.
-Love hongy

nevermind...

I totally enjoyed today... who knew that a horror movie can be great for laughs. I hope you enjoyed it and I hope that you like that random 1UP mushroom I won with my awesome UFO catcher skills. =]

I look forward to our future dates~

Wait... were you outside CHQ in Metrotown today? =o

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Not sure what I did to you, but thanks for the heads up... NOT. Diafp =] I hate people.