Bury the past, otherwise you'll get buried by it.

You are honestly the fucking weirdest person I know... that's why we are meant for each other <3

Calmed down and did a bit of thinking. Dumping everything out and not caring about our friendship probably wasn't a smart move on my part. Now I feel like a selfish jackass. Yes I do feel bad, but the damage has been done. I don't know what to do anymore.

At least I'm not stuck wondering about all the potential "what ifs" or "maybes".

Have to be a realist in order to stop fucking myself over and over again

hellooooo from LA :fullofwin:

Spit on my car again; I'll cut out your tongue and make a mexican tuna sandwich, shithead.

sick and tired of being sick and tired

I wish I have someone really close to talk to right now. :okay:

You're asking me questions about where I see us in 8 years from now. Don't be surprised when I don't have a well thought out answer. I think that far ahead career/school wise, not relationship/friend wise.

Maybe I'm just a cold person as I get older.

You're such a let down, bro.

ur starting to agitate me but yet i miss you hella

LIVIN LIFE!

you're a shit friend I don't regret my past I just regret the time I've wasted with the wrong people!. Tell me why am I still friends with you. You're an ignorant bitch who cares for nobody but your self.
Who the hell makes their friend cry. TELL ME WHO. BITCH! YOUR WHOLE FAMILY IS RUDE. EXCEPT YOUR SISTER. besides that everyone else is rude. Swears at people for no reason. sigh fuck you and you and you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK UFKC BITCH HOE WHORE OMFG im running out of swear words i need to let this out!




but on the other note....
seriously bye mom? lol your so silly are you hinting something to me?. <3

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Need to start working less. 12 hour shifts are phucking killing me =\

^aware. Raped.

That was a nice chat I had with you in my dreams... Is that a sign?

It's quite awesome to go home for lunch and find a nicely, constructed sandwich waiting for my consumption. I love my wife :D

These dreams are fucked up. I think I need to stop watching horror before bed

don't ever tell your wife / gf their food sucks the day they make a bad dish. #lessonoftheday #honestyISNOTthebestpolicy

edit: no amount of prior appreciation will matter.

*Sigh*
I hate this feeling, highschool's over and feeling so lonely.
No one stays in touch, or asks to hang like they said they would..
On top of that having problems at home with the family, the car is messed up, along with many other things........ Getting a job is so hard nowadays, haven't gotten a single reply, so I'm stuck at home with this feeling of stress and emptiness.
It's piling up on me too fast, I can't take anymore of it I don't know how I'll make it out of this :alone:

^keep your head up man...

your opportunity will come sooner or later
do some volunteering while you're free

PM-ed you details for my work, they're hiring. As long as you can communicate with people well, you should be able to get hired and pay is very nice.



You get over high school pretty quick dude. The people that say "high school was the best 5 years of my life" never live life. If being 13-18 was the BEST years of your life, something seriously sucks with your life. I didn't even start living till I got out of high school .. and i wasn't a loser in HS either. Had lots of good friends, partied/drank every weekend.
Just saying, life is a lot better when you're making good money, able to go clubs/out, all the people your age are more open minded too.


In other news, lifes good. :fullofwin:

Where do you work at brah?

:yuno: hook me up too dhilly?


srs :alonehappy: