shes 2yrs older than me; looks young like me....:fullofwin:

One way or another, history finds a way to repeat itself.

thanks, i hope you're right.
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The more you care about me, the more I want to care about you and not knowingly, start loving you...

:pokerface:

Not sure if I'll be able to live past a certain age...the medications over the years of my life have took a toll on me. My heart has been feeling like it's going to stop any moment and is extremely sensitive in that area. For the past few weeks I had no sleep. I watch the sun set and rise. Got a hard time breathing like 90% of the time. This comes and goes. In and out of the hospital for many many years. Doctors, specialists...etc. I think I'm just going to say fuck it and just live my final years with you beside me. I have had a couple of specialists say I may be lucky enough to live my full life but I will still have to endure my health complications. Some just say I'll be lucky if I hit 30 with all these complications. I hope I can even see my own wedding. There are reasons why I am the way I am. The family had just pushed this all aside couple years ago and I have had to endure all this myself. We may all have a dark past and mine is just horrible. I think I just have to accept the truth...I'm just fucked. I honestly was not kidding when I said you're the only reason why I'm still living. I plan too far ahead in the future I guess but I have to keep an open mind and live my life with happiness...and looking ahead to the future gives me happiness until...it hits me that I may not make it that far. F-M-L.

(Had to get this off my chest) :thumbs:

/endrant

You may think you have it the worse till the doctors tell you about death. Then it hits you. That is all.

Haters are gonna hate. <3 oxox

going through a rough patch..try to understand...
trying to get things back on track, but need your understanding - not harsh words.

Not needing stupidity at the moment.

:fullofwin:

As much as I want to, I can't at this exact moment in time.
Let me figure some things out first... although there's no reason to wait in the meantime.

Yolo. (Runs and hides before getting beatdown)

oh the single life

I think I've tasted true fear for the last three days. Whoever says they have a fear of "X" is lying to themselves about what fear really is. True fear is the realization that your life and actions have had little meaning to you or significance to others, combined with nobody you can turn to for advice once that realization has been made. No one to call or text for a coffee and chat about it, or even a Facebook message to someone who actually gives a damn about who you are. It's just yourself to deal with it, and it's just so grim that you can't bear to think about it, leaving a sour taste in your mouth and shackles on your feet. You feel nothing except the fact you have accomplished nothing and have nothing or no one to show for it. Just fear itself.

"Add Drama" button was pressed.

Please don't add drama, or I can play the same game. :D JKJK
Not everyone is into jokes. :okay:

Second chances don't come by often, make it count.

No worries- my "Add Drama" button is beneficial to your situation.

Yah fuck you too.

Situation is A-OK, might need some assistance with No. 1 though, cause that one makes no sense to anyone.

No. 1 is confused right about now.

14 more days till youre back! :( miss you do much

"You still make me smile. Even if you are the main reason why I'm sad"

You know. Fuck this. I'm speechless.

Lying gets you no where with me. I see through lies. Some lies takes than others to see through. I guess this one took me too long.

Way. Too. Long.

holyfuck you're so unreliable its not even funny...

hmmmmm cute stuff cute stuff....

leaving in about 4 days, idk if long distance will work out

Watching so many movies, series, and reading all sorts of love stories has really given me crazy unrealistic expectations of love. Yet I continue to dive into those fictional worlds and fall in love with those situations. /lovelife