I'm feeling hella guilty but it feels damn good.

Life is a mind fuck.

I though we have a thing going since our dates went so well, then you change your fb status to be in a relaltionship with someone else..... if you are seeing someone else don't play around with my time.

Mind blown

I won't love again. I won't fall in love again. I can't be in love. All because I can't let go and leave you. I will wait no matter how long it'll take. I'm not going to give up. You think I will, but I won't. I'll prove you wrong.

great way to fuck up my game with the phone call last night. I knew i shouldn't have went drinking with you but i went anyways. Now your back in my head.

fuck u too

There's something very special abt u that I can't keep my eyes off u, Ur the first ever girl that I've met in recent time that can actually make me take my mind off of her. There's just something very special abt u...

Well...that was fun. I seem to know you much much better since we had the proper sit down and chat. Let's try it again some time. I still love you as always. xoxo.

Oh, and good luck on your job search. :)

In the middle of my struggle to give up and let go, or not to, this post showed up on my facebook feed.

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She's worth it... but maybe me giving up will make her life easier.

blah

All the back aches, cuts, bruises, blood, sweat, late nights, bug bites, sore necks; it'll all be worth it.
Shits getting together and I'm happy about that.

Tired of my routine.. days are just passing by because I don't do anything different..

Time for a change. :accepted:

Not sure if things are working out, or life is just being a tease again.
I hate teases... Or maybe I've been too serious lately. I don't even know anymore.
I need an environmental change to clear the mind.

stop being so sensitive, i know you can turn that off, you're never this sensitive... we joke around with each other..thats what we do.

Haha, maybe, that's what we should have a Speak It Out Feelings Meet (no, not really, just an excuse to get together and eat/drink/chat) :D

HYD is probably one of the better adaptations for manga->drama. A lot come off as too slapstick for me, but some are just plain silly with deep moments.

Hmm... I've been on a drama break for awhile just mostly following anime right now. But an interesting light romantic comedy that's airing right now is "Rich Man, Poor Woman", you might want to try some older stuff like Byakuyakou, Hana Kimi, Nodame Cantabile, Kekkon Dekinai Otoko, or most romane series with Kimura Takuya.

:okay:

I was driving today down cambie to Marine drive from school. After sleepless nights studying, arguing with gf, and doing 1 of 3 finals; I was burnt. Gf came to school to see how I was doing after to make sure I'm ok and then I drive back to Richmond. Almost down to Marine, got stopped by a cop for speeding 70km/h. I didn't even realize it until I was stopped because I was just so out of it. Cop showed me I was driving 70, and I said ok. Seriously, going down on a ramp is easy to speed with the pedal on the gas still.

First ticket on my record. So much for keeping a clean record. Fml. I fail. :(

I feel like I want to die..

The road will be long and hard.....I hope that this is worth it.

:ifyouknow:

still waitting :)

:fullofwin:

Meet tonight in Richmond, anyone? PM if srs. Already dining here.

PM'd

Next time, needs better location, and better time.

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Less than 12 hours before my judgment day...

I am disappoint.

Doing work at the docks clear my mind.