Woops.

You havent been 100% in quite a while....doctor?

In the end it'll all be just a memory...

Grow the fuck up.

I thought I would feel better after yesterday, but I feel more shittier than ever. Reminiscing even more than ever about everything we had from like a few years back. Me leaving was probably the worst idea ever, but it was inevitable. It was something that was gonna happen sooner or later and probably the best for the both of us.

That moment yesterday was like a departure at an airport. But one where she does not have the slightest clue that he is about to leave for good. Hiding from her and lying that he will be back and continue to care, protect and love her when he returns. He regret to have told the lie, but he didn't want to see her cry and worry. And after thinking it through after several weeks with the frequent lack of sleep and appetite, he decided that his disappearance was the best option. It was especially hard for him for that reason, and he also had to hold on to his tears until he left her. What was going in both their minds were different; the girl just couldn't stop thinking about the day when he'll be back so they can be together again while the boy... He knew this would be the last time he'll be able to see her and he also knew that she'll be really sad when she found out the truth. All the way up to the doors, he was fairly depressed. But not as much as when they left each others' sight. The boy cried and cried heavily, so much that it got some bystander's attentions; embarrassing yet true tears. The transition from the moment she was right beside him and the moment that all he has is the inadequate image of her face, it just isn't enough...

You were fucking beautiful last night.

Will it be the end of us? Not yet please..

Why can't i just be satisfied?

It's my turn to move on with my life.

School tomorrow oh Fuck

Is this really all there is to it? I didn't realize life came installed with blinders that can never come off.

Am I being used as rebound?

realizing how few true friends i actually have

This past year has been a blast for me. There have been many ups and downs, but I've got to say that I don't regret it. Not one bit. I wish it didn't have to end, even though I felt as if it was boring at times.. I am going back to school tomorrow and I feel like I learned more about life than I would've if I was at school one year ago.

I'd like to thank my friends and family for supporting me.

Cheers to a new beginning. :woot:

It's been a good summer. People going back to school and I'm just continuing the old routine of breadwinning :awwyeah:

I wonder when it was that passing each day started to become such a pain in the ass.

Letting go of people that I've known from my early teens is harder than I thought, even though I never really kept up with them, but it also brought me back down to earth.

Dam back to school....

probably

same reason why I decided to stop talking to this girl. She seems to talk to me only when she needs someone. fuck that, not into games.

Can't believe how fast time passed...Imma miss all of ya! Take care guys!

People think I'm so strong for what I'm going through but they don't know how I truly feel deep down inside. I have many things to say but all I can say is that I'm stupid and naive ..

This summer has been fucking awesome I love my friends and girlfriend for making it a memorable one. Now it's time to get my shit together and get good grades this semester!

Most interesting summer I've ever had. Definitely one to remember.