Guess I fucked it up, back to square one I guess.

"AY GURL, CAN I GET YO DIGITS?"

I fucked up..
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Fuck.
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fucking sheep, open your eyes

I feel fucked up right now too :okay:

i hate how i fucking try.
I put effort in, what do you do? sit there and complain that i don’t. I swear, all your words are BS because you don’t even seem to fucking miss me. Maybe everyone was right, it was all bs and you just want attention. You say you miss me, care for me and what…you don’t even look at me at work, text me when it’s not necessary. You rant, yet you don’t act upon your words. Yet i say things i do them. I show up at your house, i bring you food, I say i wanna see you, i see you. You say you’re not use to not talking to me and that you have so much to tell me daily. I get one word replies from you and you don’t reply half the time. Now where did your words go?

Just bought my plane tickets for Korea.

Can't wait to travel to the rest of Asia too.. Tokyo, Hong Kong, Taipei..

Got my fingers crossed

you confuse me. so fucking much.

Need more sleep, but would rather be savouring the short moments I have with you.
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Holyfuck my alarm didn't go off AGAIN.
Missed my class FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Everyday, it seems like people are getting WAY fucking dumber.
One day I swear, I'm moving into the mountains and saying fuck off to society.

:fulloffuck:

Wouldn't have talked to you about it if I knew she'd use that and talk to you as well. Complicates things so much more.

I know that we're friends and only going to be that way but every time I see you, I just want to hold you and never let go

Fuck you.

You say I changed and am not the same anymore but really, maybe you are the one that changed. FUCK....

what do cbc girls (or chinese girls that have been in canada for a long time) think of fob mainlander? will cbc women consider dating a person from the mainland?
let's just say he isn't the typical mainlander. he is well educated and well mannered.

first and last mistake i made. literally a lie and a waste of my time!

Beginning of a long distance relationship.. bah.

why not? who the hell cares where someone is from. the thing that matters is what sort of person he is inside.

Lol Joe. Long time no see.

CHRIST FUCK I MISSED MY CHANCE AGAIN!

Wednesday.

I've been quite happy for the past few months, perhaps it's enough for this lifetime. There's just not enough to counter balance the other things that goes on. Everyday I still think about it, there's really no escape.