Time to get fucked up tonight
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We had a wild night last night. Today you give me the cold shoulder. What gives?

Time for a beer.

i miss you and i love you to the ends of the world, but i hate all the bullshit you've put me through and every little negative detail you remind me of.

and it's just all too much.

Money is the root to all evil, willing to do that to someone you know so well? Holy fuck u are retarded, fuckin greaseball
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My car rocks. Fuck.
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Thank you for playing catch-up today! So much to talk about and reminisce the good times we all had.

You have to be happy on your own before your happy WITH someone. You can't be truly happy if you're depending on someone for your happiness.
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my world closes in on darkness, slowly giving up on everything

Sell it to me
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You always tried too hard
Bragging about booking it from popo, smoking weed and stealing shit
Thought stuff like that turns on chicks my age?
You were so wrong POS.
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^ It does for girls my age :alonehappy:
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People only see things are what they are on the surface and accepts it as it is. I wonder if anyone was ever able to understand me at some point in time.
I hope that since you're so disconnected from this, that I could talk to you, regardless of the past... Make haste my letter, I hope you reach my destination, so that maybe, possibly, I could hear a response.

My birthday is coming up and I hope to see you there.

I'm going to make us official that night.

living alone...taking care of the dog, household chores, volunteer, school, assignments, presentations, papers and midterms...:badpokerface:

Girls and losing cell phones :facepalm:

Or are you ignoring me :okay:

i love you

im trying hard not to say it to you , but i had to let it out somewhere.
you put the ROL in my DAROL

Another year goes by....!

Time is everything..
I will wait patiently.. I miss and love you till the end of the world.
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how to chase girls that are high tier 9/10+?

doing the "not giving her that much attention / seeming disinterested" method

hope she dont think im a homo.

You say you want affection. I guess always being there to talk, being loving to you, and caring for you isn't enough. I'm tired of you basically shitting on any effort I've made by saying I don't show enough towards you. This on top of your constant wanting to spend time together and wasting my time helping you with school when I have my own shit to deal with is getting on my nerves.

You keep bending me, I have a feeling I'm going to snap soon.
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what does it take for people to understand?

I'm burnt out. Nothing is going the right way, my strength is all but withered away, my glory days are of the past. I'm not asking for much. All i ask is for support and understanding.

my time is limited, my time is precious, my time is short. It can go awefully wrong at anytime. All I strive for is to right the wrongs, finish what I started, fulfill my goals, and die peacefully without regret. All I run into is mediocre efforts, mediocre results, mediocre people.

I don't have high standards, I have all but toned it down to appeal to more people.

where are you in my darkest hours?

you were here for me before, everytime, all the time. Why were you taken away from me? you would've been 32 years old today. I always wondered who would be the lucky girl that you would marry, and how many kids you would have, and what you would have accomplished being the smart guy you were. Why did I contribute to the means of your death? IF I could change that, I would gladly give my life for that change. You deserve to live, not me, as you were the prodigy in the family, and deserved life more than me.

I love you brother, and I truly miss you, more than you will ever know.

When I'm down, I can always count on you to give me another kick. You've been nothing but poison in my life. The momentary joy you brought also brought long suffering periods of pain. Go away already

Haha there was a bit of a deeper meaning to my message. Car is currently in Camas, WA at English Racing. Will probably be there for 2 months...
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