anytime friend ;)

I gotta focus on school, so I won't let myself message you till Friday. Brb God Mode.

WTF am I doing?

I know mentally I thought "I hope one day karma gets you" .. a couple years later and I actually feel bad at how bad it got you :fuckthatshit: oh well, live and learn.

do girls talk in code or something :suspicious:

fuck i fell into the tarp

She had surgery when she was young so her face looks pretty normal. You can still tell she has down syndrome but she is hot brahs.

It all happened so fast. I saw the owner of the nursing home I work at in my doctors waiting area. I chatted for about a minute with her and I saw this beautiful girl in a wheel chair right next to her. She was looking at me to and I probably stared for like 30 seconds non stop in some type of a trance. The lady said "she is Vanessa, my daughter". I said "hi my name is Henry, you look nice, I like your outfit". She had a nice business type skirt and top on. Looked hot as fuk.

I kept smiling and wow she had a nice body...She said in a hot but semi down syndromw voice "thank thank you so much." she laughed a little...more like a really happy smile.

I asked her in front of her mom if she would ever like to go catch a movie or something. she looked at her mom smiling and said "hess I would love to".

My dick was pretty hard by now. She is fuking beautiful. After we were both smiling at each other her mom said "Why dont you come over to our house for dinner tonight"

I said yes and I am nervous as fuk. I am getting ready at the moment with my facial mask on and I am inviting her to watch taken 2 later this night.

I think this is wife material and her mom is rich as fuk. Owns the nursing home I work at and several others. She drives a fully loaded range rover.

You have to give yourself more credit for being how awesome you are.

:drunk:

aware

Man what the hell is wrong with you?

now we're quoting from bodybuilding.com on here?

life of a student...bank account = $0 and credit cards = maxed :okay:

Ahhh been there man, had a debit balance of <$1 at one point and no savings/credit-card/cash. Such a tough and stressful week. You'll make it through!!

Last shot

thank you for spending our 1 year anniversary driving to maple ridge to get the car detailed, then having a greasy dinner with me and the guys :)

<3

I don't know what to do. It's one of those times in life when you're at a fork road and neither alternative is appealing.

Getting over you will be the best thing i ever do. too bad it's also the fucking hardest.

I torture myself with the memories. Having flashbacks every day, creating my daily dose of pain. Sleep is something i forgot what was like. I close my eyes and i just remember everything in the past. Every feeling i felt. Having pain within your chest, not knowing how to cure the feelings and thoughts. Missing the past because it was better but knowing nothing can go back, you break. Shatter as if a glass dropped to the ground. You scream, you cry, you self destruct. Anything and everything around becomes a target. You become hostile. You don’t know what to do or feel. You become numb to everything. Not talking to anyone, distancing yourself from society to hear silence. The beauty is silence is that you can hear yourself scream. We endure things which make us who we are. Unable to find the escape. Crawling to get out, scratching the walls unable to break out. When you can’t escape nor deal with it you opt out. Wanting the easy way out. It looks so easy, To leave without saying, to not deal with anything anymore. Complete and utter silence. No pain, no thoughts, no worries and no more memories. Gone with a snap of a finger. This is how i am. No one will understand, no one will know what to say. Solitude is bittersweet.

tough it out
tough it out
tough it out

rewards in the future will be worth the suffering today.

Four down, two left. Midterms season is slowly killing me. Jus glad there's a week in between my last midterm of October and my first November midterm.
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We have become long on quantity, but short on quality.
Tall man; short character.
Steep profits but shallow relationships.
A time when there is much in the window, but nothing in the room.

you're too young for me :pokerface:

Shtawp creepin da gurls on da bus.

It's insane how a certain thing can make you feel like you're on top of the world, and then in the blink of an eye you're fucking miserable because of that very thing.