3 days left!! can't wait to start a new life

Back to pretending, I'm not sure why I'm continuing what I was so initially against.
It'll crash on it's own soon enough if I stop tending to it... This strategy hasn't failed after all this time, it should work out just the same. This time I'm not giving in.

It feels better now then before, glad you feel the same way.

Sucks not having someone to talk to everyday about daily things. At least I still have family and friends.
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OHHH!!! I love you guys!! Such a cute couple!!!!!

Asked a girl out to the Whitecaps game on Sunday and she said yes! The fact that it's midterms right now and the game is on the weekend...I think she's interested?:thumbs:

First date in over 2 years :pokerface:

REALLY don't want to fuck this one up :badpokerface:

just cuz I'm able to put a smile on doesnt mean everything is actually ok

Truth. I've been told I'm too good at fronting like everything is okay and nothings wrong. It fucking sucks. :okay:

I don't know what's going on with any aspect of my life

holy shit, fuck you.

Not sure if i should feel good about it
or shitty that newest one is one of the worst ive seen so far
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Maaaaan, fuck this shit. I'm not showing any stress on the outside even if I've met some awesome people the last few months, but internally it's a damn shitstorm. All options to close the missing gaps in my life have been expended, and I've got no ideas left. No matter how many people tell me that the right one will come along, with the direction my life has been going in, I'm gonna die alone. I realize there's much worse to be worrying about, but this issue has been shortening my fuse and frustration can only go up with winter on the way.

Round 2 dooms day in 1 month :okay:

If I did the right thing, why does it feel so bad..

content as fuck right now

fuck baby mama drama.:fulloffuck:

.........
Sigh.....
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maybe... if i have one last talk with u, n let u know how i felt all along n what i have done for u, then i can finally the down the period and end this chapter of my life...?

Unexpected results :fuckyea: :)

Haven't had any fun in awhile...hope tonight is awesome!

tougher than i thought....find myself still staring at a blank whatsapp chat...

^^ want to whatsapp with me lol