and nothing was mentioned to me ? not even an invite ? even if you didnt invite me cus you knew i wasnt gonna go, everyone gets invited cept me ? what i ever do ? dam...who do you call friends anymore?

How did I even get myself here, everything happened so effortlessly and seamlessly.Before I was able to reason with myself, I had already lost my breath. They say everything happens for a reason, but this lesson is a bit too hard for me to fathom..i feel like I'm getting pushed to the edge harder and harder each day.

Only God can judge me now cause I have too many sins on my back.

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them.

So take many pictures, laugh, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts.

Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moments because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back."

EVERYTHING I DO MAKES ME LOOK SO DUMB!

its you and your fucking gorgeous looks that make me do dumb things, fuck you!

Tonight's gonna be ROWDY! :fullofwin:

:joy:

:spin:

I see all these pictures on Facebook of people having fun this weekend, and yet I'm thinking two completely different things. The loner side is saying "I missed out on a chance to get to know some people", yet the pragmatist is saying "What a waste of money, and half the people I see I remember were complete pricks". Tough call.

wheres my relax time....just felt like yesterday i did 2 finals, and now i have 2 midterms coming up. only 3/4 of this year left and another year after till i can say i'm completely done school

-mind on the prize

Good but not good enough
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so jelly of all my frds that go high and party all night at dooms.

well i was working throughout the entire night.... sigh

Not sure if serious, but still, even if they're lies... They make me extremely happy right now.
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So this is what they call growing is huh? lol....
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Clearly I don't fucking matter to you as much as you matter to me so why the fuck am I even bothering being there for you?

If he's so important to you why isn't he your boyfriend.
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I wonder if that dream was my subconsciousness reminding me to stay distant from you...

Ugh wtf. :seriously: Thats all I can say.

Why does it seem so different?

Never got a chance to wear my Halloween costume this year, spent so much time working on it :(
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Contemplating about quitting my second job so I can focus more on school.. but it's only 3days*4hours a week :/

fuck baby mama drama........fuck hate this feel.

Still have Wednesday to wear it!

If it's a current loss that can help with a future gain..I think it's worth it. Unless it's a job that is super flex and you can study while working...

They want me to work more hours.. Gonna give my 2 weeks notice tomorrow even though I've only worked there for 2 months :fuckthatshit:

What I want is not what you want.
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