I feel like I can't enjoy anything, because I have so much to do, yet I'm so unwilling to do anything. Fuck lack of motivation

Back to the same old routine. It was a good week off. Thank goodness for reading break.

Fuarkkkk, spending my bday with u!!! Eeeeek!!! :D
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i don't know whats right or wrong anymore...
i don't know if its true or not either.

:alonehappy:

woke up this morning with a great sense of loneliness. never have i felt this way before.

i feel like i'm wearing a mask to make people think i'm ok. reality is i'm not.

Two midterms over today and tomorrow. Hoping for the best with minimal studying.

I'm over it.
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It feels like this bump I need to get over is what's preventing me from rolling deep deep down into a low point.

Need a full mind reboot.

god damn....

wtf what is this....

Yeah I stole your panties what of it??

i'm confused.....

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http://imgix.8tracks.com/mix_covers/...h=521&fit=crop
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Why must good things always come to an end.... Why must we drift apart like this?
So disappointed with life, usually due to social relationships.. Depressed. Lonely. Sad.

Love working for UPS.. get to walk around, deliver packages and think about stuff thats been going on my life, clears my mind.


Slowly but surely letting go :)

I am so tired.

Well fuck. Stop giving fucks? Easier said than done.

I am still clinging on to something i can't have.
the feeling is unbearable, i already at my lowest... what else can i do... is there anything I CAN do?






One day you will understand why i treated you as best i can, its not because i want something from you. Its because I want you to feel you are someone i want to cherish.

Hammering away with a dull chisel. And some motherfucker stole the sharpener.

time to open up a bottle of gold label to celebrate!!

as much as i wanted this to keep going after these 5 years.. it is wat it is, shit happens... but it seems one sided loves dont work.. but maybe in the future we could get back togheter.

Not sure if trying to push me over the edge, or just fucking with me.

How does one know if he is ready?
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