It's almost been 2 years, why am I still getting hurt over shit like this..

been a shitty year, meet a lot of fake friends had to deal a lot of bullshit can't even tell if people are fake or real time please go faster so i don't have to deal with anymore of this bullshit

Highschool :fuckthatshit:
Keep your head up high and don't let shit phase you don't worry you'll get through it

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So much free time during winter break I finally got a chance to work out more :fullofwin:

u have me bb :gayfight:


I have so much to do for this winterbreak :okay:

Am I too direct, never felt like this to a girl for a while. :alonehappy:

First we sky dive out of Airforce one because president ford told us to "get off his plane". Then we land nicely on my speed boat driven by Charlies Angels and gulp down some mimosas real fast so there's time to put on our leather jackets and jump the shark. The crowd goes wild(I'm kind of a big deal). Magnanimous man that i am, i wave my muscled arm and smile my chiseled jaw. Laughing my hearty laugh, i tell you to wait as i fetch my Lamborghini. You wait with baited breath as i zoom towards you. Just as you start to fear obliteration, I turn the wheel sharply and do a barrel roll right above you. Only this isn't just any barrel roll. I hand you a rose as our paths cross and eyes meet. The car slides to a graceful stop and i gesture for you to get in. We drive of to the island's summit where my helicopter to Jurassic Park awaits. We've spared no expenses

How bout dem bitches? You didn't say nothin bout bitchez.

dont leave plz

You never reply to my texts :okay:

i'll miss you...





.... mom D':
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No idea how long I can keep up the impression that I'm doing alright. Facades only last until something causes you to snap.

Almost donee

Hate working in the real world

So much politics between companies and even co workers. Finding out problems, finding solutions for the problems and with daily workload on top of that... Waking up late because being too tired from the previous day or not being able to sleep because having too much to think about. Go home exhausted or to find even more work. Dealing with family issues right when I leave work. Worrying about family issues, paying off tuition, not having enough time for myself, not having enough time to enjoy my own hobbies. Fuck I even stopped my hobby two months ago. No time for the gf. No time for anything. Fuck I'm too young for this. I remember two years ago I couldn't wait to turn 19. Now I'm just like fuck I wish I was 17 again. I guess it's good I'm dealing with everything now than later. There's light at the end of the tunnel, I'm just at the beginning.
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^ everytime I get to mcdonalds at like 10:45 and they're like "sorry sir, we aren't serving the BLT anymore"

Fuck.

It was all worth it just to see you smile. Hope you liked it =]

Been stuck in traffic for more than 3 hours and counting... Agagzuwqqwjhdudhgg
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You arent alone, you still have your friends and money :badpokerface:

I can't wait for this last final to be over. Whoever thought of putting finals on the very last day of exams needs to be slapped. WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO US :fulloffuck:

Mind fucked
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It's been a rough year I don't even know where to start and where to end...
I have to say I met some really great people in my life, in return I had to let some go.

Do you see me as your younger "sister" or good friend.
Because you do call me sis sometimes.. =\
My dream has been shattered,
you're the guy I want to be with and spend the rest of my life with.
Maybe I should move closer to you, perhaps things will change.
We can spend more time together.
I don't want to ask you or tell you I like you because i will just make a fool of my self...


hmm.....this girll....
We have been such good friends for a bit now but you always big me down.
I'm sorry I'm not rich enough to buy you something nice to Christmas.
As much as a really love you like a sister but you're doing this to hurt our friendship.
You're doing too much for me to part with you.
I don't want our friendship to end but you're the one whose doing everything for it to end. I'm sorry I haven't been such a great friend lately. I'm busy trying to be a good mom and finding a career right now. I don't even have time for myself...

Fuck it was good seeing you today after 3 months, until that fucker ruined our mood...