here after a year hiatus, chill for 3 years and gonna be gone for another 3 years?? fuark... reality is sinking in now

@Girl with the blue scarf and black glasses on the 145 and skytrain home

I noticed you were checking me out and glimpsing around my direction the entire time... you played with your hair a lot too.
My buddy noticed as well and told me afterwards

I thought you were super cuuuute :badpokerface:
What's your name... I'm super curious now

My friends told me to give up on you, but there's always something about you that makes me smile and go bubbly inside no matter how hard I try not to show it.

you gave up on me but you also have feelings for me at the same time. I feel so confused as to whether why you won't be willing to work things out again. I know we have been through some tough stuff in life because we entered the relationship with absolutely no experience. You being new to canada and me being new to relationships. You were my first and idk why no matter how bad things turn out and how much I hate you, I always come back to the feelings for love and care for you.

I'm in a confused state of emotions and at the same time I need to focus whenever I'm at work. Its tough but I hope the dark clouds will break away soon so that I can finally take a breather. Whether it be us being back together or separating ways I hope the final decision is one we will never regret

So this is what it feels like to be heartbroken and confused state of mind. First timer and I hate every minute of it because every minute is torture even down to the second.

sooooo many pretty girls in Hawaii! :ahwow:

Grow some balls, and hang out with your friends.

Don't be that one guy in a group of friends that suddenly packs his shit and leaves because he now has a girlfriend.

Everyone hates that guy.

How can someone treat you so well, but at the same time treat you like shit mindblown.jpg

Cherish and love what you have
Respect yourself and others
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On saturday, you better ready yourself cause my awesomeness is going to make you crumble.

Tired of get fucked over... and not in the good way. I'm tired of picking myself up off the ground.

So fucking relieved... what a great email to wake up to...

Everyone is getting stressed and burning out at the same time :/

fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk I only wrote 1 and 1/5 of a page for English midterm :( when 2 pages was minimum. Spent like 1 hour on multiple choice. fuck me

I'm not yelling. You'll know when I'm yelling.

Fuuuuhhhhck. Let the downfall of the semester begin. :okay:

hurt af

Buying coilovers such a pain in the azzzz

Why don't any companies make applications for my car and when they do why are they so expensive :okay:

You're fading away slowly day by day. I've lost my inspiration to keep the up the chase. But my heart strives for me to continue chasing. Is it really so wrong?

maybe i should just go on a break, im getting you niggas confused :(

I secretly loathe your happiness.

Physically drained, mentally exhausted, spiritually empty, stuck in neutral. Can I get any lower than that?

honestly women... i cant read minds.. if you dont talk to me than this shit wont solve itself..

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL


FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUuuuuuuuu

*cough.....*

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUuuuuuuu

my life

But you don't get it, do you?! If I have to tell you then it's not the same! If I have to tell you, you don't understand me! If I have to tell you, you don't really love me!

Fuck..

well that didn't work out..... i cant believe how much I still care....


My life was great I didn't see faults, now it's in pieces and your no where to be found