Not sure if my feelings for you are real or just feelings that I am having cause my brain in telling me I should have them

Finally my life is coming back together. I hope I can get the job tomorrow...
And for you, work hard... i know you can do it. We will meet each other again when time comes. I hope you can change for the best and stay away from those people. They are nothing but useless scumbs which will slow you down. Even though we are strangers again, but i will watch over you from afar. Best of luck... 0802

:( ...

when you get an opportunity like that to succeed you need to finish in order to win. when you don't finish you lose your chance at victory. so depressing i should have finished when i had the chance....

Wow you got hot
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Grad ceremony tomorrow :toot:
Im glad that we're over so i can move forward and await for the finer things.
But i bet youre still in the same position as when i met you, money hungry and living in a life filled with lies.
Lesson learnt? Dont let a situation define who you are. :nono:

Two years and you've changed so much.

Forever alone...:alone:

I can't stop wondering what you're doing these days. You still haven't left my mind. Why do I hang onto this inevitable hope of having you back? I spoke with our old friend whom you hate now. He's happy in his relationship. Why did ours turn foul the way it is? I miss you too much.
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What a long couple of days it's been...

Not sure what to think about you... You're cool and all but not sure what's stopping me.

COME AT ME BRO!

seeing that was like watching a .gif on RS and a scary face pops up. unexpected. pierced right through.

Life
Is
Awesome
:fullofwin:

excited for mexico with you :D

Life is a beooootch..

time to drink bitches

hes not my boyfriend hes not a guy im seeing...
hes a guy that I like to spend time with because I can't be with the one I want.
but i think i should stop spending time with him....I'm wasting my time.

shit just gets worst and worst day by day

life is goooooooood

My only beef right now is with the World...

why u gotta be so cruel.

It's over. I tried for the third time to get back with you to no avail. You've seen my dark side and chose to live on it. I've seen your dark side and chose to look past it. It comes down to your choice, after all.

I'm not under your shoe anymore. Even though you won't admit it, human nature says that you'll feel like you've lost power or self esteem when get up from my knees and stop looking for you.

I had the last jab. I followed my best bud's advice. I gave closure. And you won't look at me in person or listen to me on the phone, so I'll text it to you. I pray that you read it. And that you sit on it. For the rest of your life. Do well. Make smart choices financially, educationally, romantically, socially, and all in good health. But do realize you're giving up somebody who loved you and was loyal like nobody else in this world will ever be. Do realize.

I get a huge sense of pride when I can say to people.
"Ive been doing this since I was 16; Was a Manger at my old job"
But was the Juice worth the Squeeze?
I've accepted the fact that this is somewhat a gift from God for all the shit i've been through; this was a trade off for being able to let everything go; let go of my newly comfortable life for my Families Happiness. But in the End I wasn't the one Happy.

Even after 2 years.
she still thinks I left her just because of this job.
But the Fact is; I didn't leave her for this job... I didn't leave Vancouver for this job.

I left her for my Families happienss; and I just so happen to get my "Dream Job" at the same time. It was meerly a Gift from God to try to make me feel better.

I will never forget the words she said to me.... She thinks of me just as her Family.
Money is everything. Making money and working is more important than her.
I want to tell her all of this; but I know she won't believe me.
I don't want to dig up old feelings to try to prove an old point.

I wish I could turn back time.
I would do it all differently.

I'm sorry

Still can't forget. Why.
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anger.