When you're a bystander of your parents fighting..feeling so fucking useless

Let me grow up sooner so I can move out

Didn't picture that growing up was anything like this when I was younger...

school... ur literally killing me and i still got 2 months left..

Waiting for your answer, positive or negative.

I am having a motherf*cking-tastic day!!

duno what hurts more right now.my heart or my left wrist

what to do...

Do what you feel is best.

Turn back time.

don't needa worry about what you're doing..
we are now seperate..
at the end of the day..
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Moving on up.

"I'm with my bf"

:okay: :alone: :fuckthatshit:
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happy birthday nhan!! i know youll see this cause youre gonna post emo shit in here. keep your head up! focus on your goals, thinking about things that dont matter wont do you any good! not sure whats going on in your life but you can always hit me up. dont waste your awesomeness! be happy bro

Fuck I'm dumb..

just wait until your back.. shit is going to end well

th;anks uno!~

I actually wanted to put your name down on my $500,000.000 life insurance policy...
but then i couldn't of done it without not tell you.

As my first year at uni comes to an end, it makes me think more and more about the experiences I've had, particularly the people I've met

It feels weird, I've made many "friends", but most of them are mere acquaintances, and I don't think that I will see them again after this, and seeing so many people already having formed their clique/group makes me feel even more alone. I don't know when it is that I'll find a group of people whose friendship extends more than just studying together for a course, or just having a casual conversation, people who I am going to see again after this, people who I can go out and have fun with. It really hits that it's over you when you are exchanging goodbyes, and you get that "I'll see you around".

I don't know if this is the norm, but I'm just not feeling it. Having very few friends from highschool already, it is hard... I feel surrounded by people, but alone at the same time like I don't share a connection with anyone. Maybe it's because of the lack of clubs/events I join/go to, I don't know. All I know is that it doesn't feel right.

But, I'd rather have 4 quarters than 100 pennies.

Does everyone else feel this way about uni? Feel free to add any input. I just don't know what to do anymore... :(

^ It's the same feeling. Throughout my 3 years at uni, I haven't made that many lasting friendships. Most of my close-best friends are from highschool and work. It seems to me that acquaintances stay acquaintances until you hang out with them outside of school. I feel that it really needs to be 1 on 1 and not in a giant group. I'm in some student clubs and I haven't really made any super close friends there. Everyone's just friends.

I found that it takes two in the relationship. I mean, usually you have to make the first move and ask if they want to chill or hangout. When you starting doing that, then it's totally cool. I personally don't bother with people who don't have time for me.

Also, don't always think of it's hard making close friends in uni. Think about it, you just met the person and took some classes for about a semester. You're asking too much. Your best friends have years and years of experiences, laughter and memories. You have to start from scratch at uni with someone new. It took me 1-3 years of building a foundation for one of my best friends, and it was totally worth it.

Wow, that's exactly how I feel dude. Spot on. The people from my highschool have WAY different mentalities than I do, that's why I don't associate with most of them anymore.

Yeah, the initial move is crucial, but I always wonder if it ever goes past the semester when you have classes are together. I've made a few "close" friends last semester, but it just sorta faded away with time, the convos just died out and we eventually just became another 'Hi' on campus, and they got replaced by the new people I met... I don't know if this the cycle of university, don't know what to feel about that. I guess my program is partly to blame as UBC is a very competitive and somewhat anti-social as well, and that my faculty is HUGE, and I don't know a good 75% of them anyhow. It certainly takes two people to make a friendship, but I mean there has to be an extent to how much effort one puts in, eventually you get tired of it. Some people I've met, they never even bother to contact/stay in touch outside of classes, it's just sad, but nevertheless they would still talk normally in person if I've met them.

I was thinking the EXACT same thing! I just saw photos on Facebook of a group of friends that met this year in university and are so tight, they hang out celebrate birthdays together, EVERYTHING! I've seen a lot of those types but It sorta hit me at that point, I have "friends", but at the end of the day, who's there to make real memories with? It was a sad epiphany cause I don't know. But maybe I'm just bad at carrying it forward, and maintaining friendships.

Just wanted to blow off some steam, thanks for the input dude.

Fuck, where are you?

I'm here
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I'm putting my health on the line to get more opportunities at work, and all they can tell me is "step it up some more, and we'll see"? Guess I need to seriously injure or kill myself working to prove myself to them since "stepping it up" for the last year isn't enough.

^ don't worry harder, work smarter