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Relationship & Gender DiscussionTHIS SPACE OPEN FOR ADVERTISEMENT. YOU SHOULD BE ADVERTISING HERE! The thin line between love and hate
Mature discussion about understanding the opposite sex...
are you really my girlfriend.....i don't even know right now. 4 more weeks till you come but....my heart just won't stop pondering. i haven't heard your voice or face timed you for almost 2 months and my kakao talks are always left unanswered or replied with a single word. babe you are killing me....i knew it was a bad idea to have this relationship, but why did you have to ask me if you were my girlfriend when we were on the subway? if you hadn't asked we could still just be friends, why did you ask? why did you make me grow my feelings towards you....
now im left wondering and wondering and wondering....my life in vancouver is as boring and stressful as it is. i really think its better if we break up you know, but a small piece of my heart still really likes you and wouldn't let go.
Wondering if i'm truly happy or if i'm faking it. I don't know whats real and what's fake anymore. Every day passes and i feel like i'm lying to myself saying i don't think about you, i don't miss you when in reality i am, but i just cover it with other things. The more i burry it the faster it resurfaces. I'm trying to live my life a day at a time without over thinking or over analyzing things anymore, but sometimes bad habits die hard. stay strong.
even though i have no idea wtf it is i did, im sry cuz it sucks that things are the way they are now
i just fucking hate that its come to this when im left wondering what i did wrong while you pretend nothing happened or you act like you're not gonna let it (w/e it is) bother you
i've been trying to figure it out ever since i noticed things were different, but i cant apologize or explain it if i dont even know wtf i did
even though i have no idea wtf it is i did, im sry cuz it sucks that things are the way they are now
i just fucking hate that its come to this when im left wondering what i did wrong while you pretend nothing happened or you act like you're not gonna let it (w/e it is) bother you
i've been trying to figure it out ever since i noticed things were different, but i cant apologize or explain it if i dont even know wtf i did
Everyone is envious of us, thinking we got it made, we have a daughter, i got you as my lovely wife. We have a roof to sleep under, food to eat, car to drive. Both have a great start to our careers.
But why do I feel like Both of us are just faking it.... I feel like as we somehow... lost the connection.
We just carry on with our jobs, come home, spend time with our daughter, sleep, then wake up, to our jobs... and so on and so on...
is it just because our life is toooo routine-d, that everything just dont feel fresh and exciting anymore??
Just sometimes, I think both of us misses the clubbing and dating days that we use to have a few years back
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