I hate you vegas
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Need to stop committing social suicide and resetting relationships.

Hope that once you leave nothing changes between us and that we keep in touch :/
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I want to tell you everything good that happens to me. I want to talk to you about everything that gets me down. I miss you so much. I miss my friend. I miss my lover.

I can't sleep. I can barely eat still. I go about my day and everything's just different shades of grey.


But you've moved on already. Probably with someone else. You don't care. You've cut me off.


Why can't I?

The One Person You Never Really Get Over | Thought Catalog :tears:

You're killing me here

No matter what you do, there are just some things you don't have any control over.
Some are so fortunate to be born into an understanding and civil family where they want you to be happy. How is it that some people are hopelessly stubborn and selfish and can lie straight to your face for their own benefit?
It really makes me sick...

Ugh. I totally don't want it to be like this. -sigh-.

Worst part is....she took, in a few short months, what most couldn't achieve in a year.

How in the fuck did I end up doing that?

I start to have feelings for people way too easily.

there is a chick sitting on the side of the road near my house; I already asked her if she was alright when I was walking my dog. Shes still there....
not sure if I should get my mack on or if its a Vampire trap

wished i was at EDC... but being on a quick family trip was most definitely a well needed trip. good to see all my cousins after many years. hope to be able to see them more

sigh.. my ninja.. why you gotta get urself locked up again.. its summer ffs thot we gun kick it for once

fucking stupidest shit ever...fuck

the more i listen the more i feel that i've taken complete advantage of you...and now im paying for it.. fuck :alone:

It's time to change, been stuck for too long.

Get back to the gym and make some changes.

hearts been racing the whole morning dammit

We're all gonna make it brahs

aware

FML...

not gonna make it brah

I keep getting my hopes up but I always end up being disappointed in the end...

Spouse has been avoiding me for several weeks now. I wanted to go on vacation with her over the long weekend, she said she'd plan something. I can't tell if she's planning a surprise for me, but I think she's just fucking me around. I've asked her everyday this week and she keeps saying she has something planned but won't tell me what. My friends and family want to plan a golf trip this weekend, but I've had to tell them no because she may or may not be planning something. They say they haven't heard anything about her plans. She goes out, doesn't tell me where she's going, tells me what time she'll be home at and then shows up several hours late (usually 2-3 times per week for the last several weeks). She's password-protected her phone, so I can't see her call/text history.

She's driving me fucking crazy ... and, at this point, I wouldn't be surprised if she's cheating on me. If she didn't plan anything for my birthday this weekend, I'm going to fucking lose it. Feels like the last 11 years of my life is going down the drain right now.

never knew what it was until my friend told me I was having an anxiety attack...turns out the fast heart beats and gasps for air i've been having this past week was caused by stress...Can't help it though. I spend 8 hours a day using my brain and straining my eyes in front of the computer and another 3-4 hours at night working on my school stuff and writing papers...it's really creeping up on me. I need a break...

2 more months to go

I hope it works out for you.. School+family+gf stress resulted in me breaking down at bcit parking lot at 2 in the morning... Not a fun thing to do.

thank you! I hope you're feeling a lot better now too. I've got full time work + school + car problems + family + bf .... been having a bad week :(