i hate men... why does it have to be so complicated. it doens't have to beee

wrong men is te problem.

Effort never appreciated. Nothing seems good enough. Always being compared and never content.

Why do you go out of your way to cause trouble I don't understand.

And so another chapter our life closes and another begins. Saw it coming.

How much more numb can I possibly get. I've been doing way too many retarded things. Its time to stop it and focus on what is important.

In the end the only person you can truly believe in is yourself. My habits have definitely affected me alot more then I thought it would but thankfully I never lost my logic. I called it. No more YOLO lifestyle..it's not for me anymore.

We shall see how things play out in my life. I've earned everything I have now and I shall continue it. I just need to find that motivation I once had.

New beginnings!

Determined as ever, hopefully I get a call back

hhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Either way, I get hurt

So you ask me to go out and I change my schedule to suit you. Then you friend asks you to go shopping with her and you ditch me. Huh.

its becoming a routine, time for a change.

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is this really worth it or should i just let it go ...

waiting for that 16 weeks for you to come was the most difficult period ever. everyday i thought about you, missed you, loved you, little did i know you would end up breaking my heart 4 weeks before arriving. being the weak guy i am, i still asked you to come but i never knew it would hurt that much more after you got here. time after time you shred my heart to pieces by always texting your boyfriend in front of me, your heart isn't even here in vancouver, you should have just stayed in korea...
i paused my whole life for you, please....can you please just respect me a little bit until you leave me forever?

sleeping with you in the same bed, but always facing away from each other. WHY?! you are driving me insane, i just want to grab you and hold you tight! i feel like you're a stranger!!!
i love you.

i missed being myself sooooo bad
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Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above all sizzlin' like your stare
Honey I'm on fire I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore

Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That baby you're the best

I've got that summertime, summertime sadness
Summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness

hearing this twice has been a highlight of my week.

one year ago....

i just want to tell you how fucking sexy you are,
even though you already know it.

surprisingly a lot happier then I thought I would be.

Now to get these other bitches outta my life :badpokerface:

why thank you!! I'm sexy and i know it :awwyeah:

I needa get my shit straight and I wish you would stop giving me mixed signals...

Gotta start saving up for Australia :)
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My fucking snake just bit me for the first time :( sniff sniff
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i need to fucking register for my courses sooon before it fills up. July 18th cant come any sooner!!!

Mine is on the 23 :okay:
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you're taking bitch mode to a whole other level

you inconsiderate fuck face that's not a way to treat people especially friends.
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i gave u my all, i tried my best to keep u happy. i treated u like a queen and sacrificed so much for u.

and then u walk away from me