:')

being sick for over a week has been giving me lots of time to "think"
i'm starting to have hallucinations....

Love over Lust

Lust.
Can't stop thinking about Girl B
all those times alone with her at her house.
all the things we did
how I would kiss her neck.
that tight ass....


Love.
I've been reliving every single moment I've had with Girl A
Trying to gain back that feeling that i cannot discribe.
trying to understand her pain, and why she has become like this.
I just miss being with you.

Why is it so hard between us? I feel like I can't breathe sometimes.

I never wanted that for you. Never crossed my mind not a single moment.
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Sigh how come the person I want to be with, only want to be friends. The person I only want to be friends with wants to be with me.........
Sigh love is complicated.

Talking to old friends and catching up again >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

can't trust anyone

Drawing dead in this here game... Too late to fold with no fucking chance of winning.

Why are you so confusing? Just tell me something's wrong if that's the case.

You ignored me for the first time since we've met. Let's face it. There's someone else involved now.

I've got to remind myself that others have had it worse.
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Never knew we would meet again this way after 10 years. It was a nice drive home catching up with you and talking about old times and old friends
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fuck this happens every single time -_-

going to be on a date this sunday.. man it has been a while. it's the best way to deal with breaking up with a bitch that wasn't worthy of my time. must date someone that extends my happiness.

i hope that our talk tomorrow goes like this:
you briefing me on the rules of being yours.

if not, at least i know i did everything i could to try and get there.

Calls me, very randomly.

Hello?
Hey, what's up?
Nothing much, what's up with you?
Nothin'.. You busy?
Kinda.. why?
Do you have school?
No, I-
Work?
No, I work tomorrow.
I thought you said you had Thursdays off!
I do, I'm just at the hospital waiting for someone. Why, what's up?
..Nothing.
Uh huh.. nothing. Surely you had a reason to call.
Uh.. nope, nothing! Talk to you later!
..Ok.. bye..?
See ya, bye!

WHAT THE FFFUUUUU-

:fuuuuu:

Stop giving me mixed messages. I'm such a fool...
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pumped...... feels good man
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You should just randomly call back and say..

"So, when you gonna let me tap that?"

And see what she says. :ilied:

Sigh why call at 2am and said you wanted to chat......

Fuck school fuck school fuck school. Nothing feels right anymore
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People can be so two faced and huge bullshitters. Now I know who my true friends are. If I dont matter to you, you dont matter to me. Simple as that
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Do I really want you back?
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man just give me an answer..i hate your games..

Do me a favour and give a reason to hate you so I can move on? Can't do that and just be even cuter? Crud.

Even your close friend agrees you're a bitch and what you have done was wrong. I feel so so so sorry for you. For you to realize you have done something stupid and that you'll regret wasn't the icing on the cake. Still not knowing this is a wake up call that money doesn't buy you relationships in life is the kicker.