Even though you claim you love your mom and all at the end
That's fucked dude.

I'm an anxious wreck. I really wish I could just go up to you and hug you super tightly but I can't. At least, not right now. I don't know if what happened two nights ago was really serious or if it was just fun and games, even though we've been such close friends for more than a year. All I know is that I've fallen head over heels for you and it's insane.

Abandon ship. These things never turn out good.

Goodluck!

so sweet

follow your heart

I have a thing for you, but you're a friends ex... Fuck.

HIGH FIVE SAME BOAT, but it's progressed much further than just "a thing" in my situation haha :alonehappy: I'm one step away from making it work, but it's literally a make or break situation, like everything's at a tipping point right now and one wrong word or line or action will screw everything up, at least from my perspective. Maybe I'm thinking too much as usual, things might not be as complicated as I'm making them seem. All I know is I've been sleep deprived for the past couple days just thinking about everything and if I don't tell her how I feel about her within the next few days I'm going to have some kind of breakdown.

It feels like I'm so close, yet so far. What's more frustrating is we haven't talked about anything related to what happened on that night and the morning after and several other "events" so I have no idea what she thinks about the whole situation :okay:

^ It might be time to have a sit-down and just be straight up. Ask her what she's feeling with the situation. It better to find out she's in or out, than sit there beating yourself up over it for the next while. Yes, if it doesn't go as hoped, it'll suck, but you can start moving forward from there, right?

^ From my opinion (and experience), the getting together part SHOULD NOT BE the hard part. If it's already complicated at this point, it's only gonna get shittier.

Give yourself a deadline and respect it. If things don't go your way, don't bounce back with an excuse on why it (theoretically) should work.

Don't let women fuck with your life. More than often they will tell you they're unsure, but really- they know what they're doing, and they're taking advantage of the situation, be it unknowingly or not.

Whatever "thing" happened that night, if she's brushing it under the rug- that's something you have to be careful of.

Perhaps I wasn't being clear enough. What I meant to say was, I wish I could find out whether or not she's brushing it under the rug, because for all I know it could be me just thinking too much as usual and she's just waiting for me to say the word to get the relationship started.

But regardless, I'm going to get er done within the next few days, will report back :badpokerface: wish me luck.

^ god speed.

I wish we could talk more, but our schedules don't really line up.

Reading all this emo shit in here makes me realize how fortunate I am to be in a stable relationship with my gf who I just shared our 4 year anniversary with together
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^ you are a lucky guy.

It feels like hell and I feel like shit now...but i'll prove all those SOBs wrong for not believing in me and putting me down.

a girl that msgs first???

is this real life?
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lel, remind me to neg you irl

can confirm sloot was u
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I met you for the first time a couple of nights ago. We talked all night and I had a great time. You're so full of energy and we could just talk all day. I can't say I don't have feelings for you but I don't feel anything in my heart. I just want to say to you that every time you message me I get a stupid smile on my face... and I don't know why.

So I straight up told her how I felt about her, and asked her out.

A 50 minute conversation short:

I felt like I was misled, and friendzoned harder than a mofo.

I seriously thought this would work out. Have never tried this hard ever to go after a girl, and this is what I get. Tells me to "forget everything that happened this past week, I don't know what got into me, I did everything on impulse."

Going to take things easy for awhile. Obviously she treasures our friendship more than a relationship with me, so it's her loss. I still really like her, an insane amount but I'm just glad I got it off my chest and confessed to her straight up and had a mature conversation with her about pretty much every single little detail between us. Says she's happily single now and doesn't want to commit to another relationship for now at least, so perhaps there's still a pinhole of light? Not that I'll be hoping for anything positive to happen in particular...

Sad, I thought I'd really manage to make her fall, all my male and female buddies thought it was 100% positive that we would go out. Guess not. I can't believe she led me on, I never thought she'd be the kind of person to do something like that. I feel pretty terrible.

:alone:

More money for car and computer parts :alonehappy:

jk I'm still pretty sad :alone:

:alone:

fuck

why bother msging me when you're gonna ignore my replies?..i don't get what you want..

Somebody's in looooove :fullofwin:

I think you're making me turn heartless towards you...
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I have an extremely strong urge to rub one out right now
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Single..
Doesn't want to commit..
Fill that pinhole of light..

Open relationship? :ifyouknow:

pinhole...

toight!