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^ if you ain't sure she has the EXACT feelings, you'll going to end up killing urself cause she'll outright reject you.

friendzone her.

@PK-EK, and a note to myself.
wait for her. and then SHOW her.

at this point, words mean nothing.

It was a pleasant outing. I think we can have a lot of fun in the future.

If you have the heart to believe in someone, there is nothing to fear.

sigh school is so stressful... especially november

facial massages ... are so relaxing,
this week gooing to learn body massges ...any volunteer so i can practice on lol.
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bills bill bills to pay so many bills.

Told her my true feelings and real intentions...didnt know I had the literary skills inside of me to stir such an emotion. She's not ready but I hope she can overlook the commitment and realize the true value of what's to come...

Shall I pick you up at the same place we first met?
Ive still got the same car

You are so hard to read sometimes but I think I finally get your motives and expectations now. It is a good thing that I set my expectations appropriately so that I wouldn't be disappointed.

FUCK, i love how girls post. "LOVE is very simple for a girl, all I want is just to be with someone who can make me happy."

NO SHIT BITCH, you're the one that's CONSTANTLY taking from the relationship and won't give anything back. OF course I want to drive a Lambo, and live in a 2 million dollar penthouse at downtown. HELLSSSS yeah, that's going to make me happy, but that aint reality. No wonder you're still single in your 30s.

People are telling me to avoid you after it. It's so much easier said than done. All I want to do is talk to you, and not have it weird between us.. I always mess it up like this.

Here's an interesting development. I may have been the first person to have established what is theoretically the inverse of a friends-with-benefits relationship.

Where instead of the conventional exclusively-sex-minus-emotional-and-romantic-attachment,
I now have a relationship defined as exclusive-emotional-and-romantic-attachment-with-the-option-of-sex.

Yeah, I'm kind of a pioneer (and this will end terribly, but probably not, because I'm awesome).

God, I have deep-rooted commitment issues.

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What if I told you I might leave the country for an undetermined amount of years? What would you say?

It's been two weeks. Not a day goes by where I you don't cross my mind. Even in my sleep, you find your way to me. I never want to wake up. Are you happy with the way things are going now? You're working hard, working for what you love, but are you happy?

I'm glad you think you have your life on track. After our vacation I've lost my ways. I lost my career due to being laid off, I lost you, the only person who supported me and stuck with me when I was at my lowest, and now my family is starting to fall apart.

Here's a question to the big guy up there. What are you going to take from me next?
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Big Risks...Big Rewards

Snapchat her a picture of her favourite restaurant, "it's your fave restaurant!"

Get a snapchat back, "No, you're my favourite"

http://i32.photobucket.com/albums/d2.../diabeetus.jpg

Now that we both know our true feelings, I hope that we can work it out slowly. I know you're not ready, but hopefully things prevail themselves

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I dunno about you guys, but music is powerful to me. Lyrics are powerful. When you played that song with those super specific lyrics, it hit deep. I've put you in the back of my mind, but now that song is playing on the freakin' radio. And since I'm stuck with a 20 year old OEM head unit without CD player or anything in my winter daily, radio is all I hear. And all the memories come flooding back very time. Doesn't help that it's a great song either and I can't help but crank it up. >_<

That moment when ever guy doesn't want to hear. " lets just be friends" gg