I'm putting a shitload of pressure on myself to get my careers started. So I can let myself ask you out. Me against time.

It seems I have struck gold for once. I hope won't just be cruelly taken away from me like in past endeavors! *knock on wood*

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If life can just be simple, Ever just talk to someone without seeing there face and you guys just connect, but once you see there face your feelings just go away ? this cruel cruel world.

Yeah dude!

met a girl on a local carforum once...

WOO officer didn't show up for my ticket court dispute :fullofwin: :fuckyea:

How did that go?

she had a penis

Her name was diggy
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It was my father's funeral today. Really didn't appreciate all the things he's given to me over the years for really nothing in return. Was never really the emotional type or the type that would share what's going on in my life. I would always blow him off saying I was too busy to talk when he would ask what was going on in my life. What I wouldn't give up now to have a few more hours to have a real conversation with him now. I still have so much to learn.

@mc.

Sorry to hear about your loss. Take it for what it's worth, and grow. We all have lots to learn, and we'll take things in stride one at a time. Progress from this, and he'll look down on you more proud than you'll ever let yourself recognize.

You went to go drink again. THERE of all places.. then when you get drunk enough you text me telling me that you miss me and that you wish me all the luck with my "new girl" which you somehow have already been "told about."

I've been single since we split 4 months ago. You went an got yourself a new man after telling me you didn't have enough time for me, and that you didn't know how to juggle a full time job, friends, and classes you take. So you let me go.

First you pull that stunt on me, then when I finally had enough and told you off, you tell me how I'm still the "ignorant fuck" you met the first day and that I'm still "fucking stupid." You giving me subtle hints that you want to talk to me don't do me any good. Why would it? You moved on, and you expect me to still cater to your emotional needs. What about the boyfriend? Why don't you call him at night? Or do you do that too? I'm sorry, I can't be a friend after all that I invested emotionally in you and had this outcome.

I don't want to be on a leash anymore. These have been the worst months I've had in many, many years. And I've had enough. I'm sorry. I love you to death and I care like no one else will.

But my chapter ends here.

Why the fuck do you still care/love her
thats BS
She is a fucking bitch

you had 4 months to get over it
move on

go fuck around and flurt with some girls
even if its not real, it will make you feel better not to give a fuck

"But it ain't about how hard you're hit. It's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward."

Many good things await you ahead my friend. Look forward and never look back. :)

What am I doing?
Why am I talking to you or even hanging out with you?.
I just mess my life up more and more....

its time to finally let go. you live and you learn.

EDIT...

"But it ain't about how hard you hit..." not you're.

But... I never hit. I just get hit. :alone:

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woke up with a fucked up ankle. thank you stairs that appear out of no where backstage.

The last straw has appeared
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