I guess I'm not single any more according to him.
How can yu be with someone when your mind still with another..
wtf. .. ...
not ready for this shit.
then again not ready to break hearts.

Bad fucking timing fml.

Fast forward a year, and now everything has changed. Job, life, car, friends. I feel different and everyone knows it and they can see it too. I wasn't the person I was last year. The new job I landed was a once in a lifetime opportunity that was given to me by pure chance and I'm quite humble and appreciative I was given this.

I hope you're happy now because I am as well. I want you to be happy ultimately. I really wish you good luck in the future both career and life wise.

Sends me pics of new bf ....ooooookkkkaaaay

9 months together. I cannot believe we've lasted this long. After the 6th month, it started sinking in that this will last. And especially after he was away for a month and the feelings were still there that I realized that I love him.

It's a different kind of love though. I remember him being really happy to receive morning and good night texts. Now, it's muted. I think he is still happy to see him, but they're now more of a formality than anything. I feel obligated to say them and partly because I want to be the first and last thing on his mind. And I want him to know he's the first thing on my mind when I wake up and the last thing on my mind when I go to sleep. We're still excited to see each other, still horny, still playful, still miss each other lots.

I wonder how long this will last. As bad as it is to say, as I know lots of people are still trying to find love in their 30s 40s, I hope I don't have to go on an app when I'm 40 to find a husband. I hope I'll find him when I'm in my 20s. Maybe I have found him, but it's too early to tell.

fuck fuck fuck fuck
promo within 2 months all responsibilities on me
but im planning on leaving for better zzz

If only you were still here, i'd have someone to eat lunch with.. :okay:

:okay:

:jerkit: smiley of my life right now.

masterbating..?

sigh, some things just aren't meant to be
oh well.

lost 80 lbs this year 270 --> 192 lbs. Still can't get a date to save my life. sigh

Was that a hint? I honestly can't tell.

if you have to think about it, and ask yourself that question.
You're better off cutting your losses and starting from scratch.

Got involved with a girl with more experience and game than me. Feels like a mind fuck every minute I am with her.. and I like it.:accepted:

I miss my ex-girlfriend a lot. I honestly thought I was gonna marry her before I read her text messages. sigh

I thought I was gonna be happier ending this relationship where all we did was constantly fight. Ended up feeling infinitely more miserable.

I know the feel, I still get that with my ex :okay:

http://cdn1.smosh.com/sites/default/...-bro-blank.jpg

i wonder...

You deserve to know.. I'm jus waiting for the right time

holy fuck got so choked, had an out-of-body experience for a split second
now i know what temporary insanity feels like

What am I doing wrong?

arg Why am I so dumb! spent a whole day with you taking risks and putting ourselves out there, then never even try and get your number. What are the chances I ever run into you again?

And after 21 years I finally have a job.
Life has been great lately.
A great boyfriend and my first job.