ive had different opinions... one is to completely ignore her, until she talks to you first, or to just keep talking to her even though you're the one who initiates it first.

i understand how i should still show that i care and all, but if i still kept talking to her all the time, wouldnt she think that shes got me " tied up " and take me for granted?

i wonder if i invest in this, if it'll pay off...
will things continue the way they are? will they change?
sigh... i don't think things will change... at least not for the time being.
i guess i can understand, but i'm sure most people wouldn't want to be alone then either.
oh well. life goes on. =]

Honestly man fuck what anyone else says to you. If you wanna tlak to her then talk to her. If you don't then don't. In the end the only thing that matters is what you think because it's your choice.

okay so my mind's settled but why does my heart feel so bothered then?
sigh. stupid, stupid, stupid.

Argh, I thought you we're taken.. found out tonight that you're actually not? But what's that right on your hand doing there? Why does it feel like we got something towards each other? Here I am, having feelings for you once again. FML.

You need to stop staying up all night mister!

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You're definitely different from anyone I've ever dated, lets hope this works =p

^ Hey didn't you notice I took my sig off? I gotta get my sleeping pattern back to normal within a week before I head back to school very soon :D

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Funny how I wish she doesn't show up at Armin and now I wish she's going.. looooooool

Lol I didn't actually =o You need to come to one of the coffee meets and show me your work!

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Why do you live out there? seriously =[ That's like the worst place for you to live since I don't drive and your car eats gas like candy *cry* I really hope this works out....

Anyone have any suggestions on how I can make it work with him? =D

you chip in for the gas :D



okay ms.indecisive, ive recently started talking to you again... and i made it clear i dont want any tensions between us. there are plenty of other girls out there right now, i can grab one and just move on, yet... all i can think of is you. i wish we can go back to the old days of you and i.

Too lazy to show up, perhaps one day if it's between the time I head back from school or something. I don't really have much to show as of now, but if you want I could PM you a few things i've done.

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Wow, just when I got you off my mind. You came back instantly, damn you!

Back at one.

That would be awesome! If you don't mind I'd really like to see =]

You know, that's actually a really good idea. I'll mention that to him and see what he says. Here's hoping my brothers approve :D

You interest me but some of the things I've heard about you are making me second guess myself.

i dunno man, chiliwack is pretty far... that'd be a pretty damn long distance to drive..

chiliwack to here and back .. thats at LEAST 2 hrs travel time.

Why do people not recognize change? People change, it's a fact, it shouldn't be denied. Look around, are you the same person that you were five years ago, five months ago, five seconds ago? No. Neither am I, so stop seeing me as that little timid kid, stop stereotyping me because of my education, stop putting me in a cookie cutter because I'm not dough. Acknowledge change.

I've grown up. So should you all.

PM'd!

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When will I see her againnnnnn:confused:

you're not supposed to say where he is! what if he's on here? :cry: somehow I doubt that.... lol! but a lot of the other guys are =p

:werd:

I don't wanna grow up =[

moving on

Can I bum some spare change off ya?

This change I cannot spare. :)

Sigh. This is so silly. I can't stop thinking about you. I wonder if you're going on friday?

FUCK, slept 6 hrs straight. How the fuck am I suppose to sleep tonight....

fuck i need a camera....... T_T but no money =(