that moment when there is no words to say and you can't explain that wonderful feeling

When you have a long, tired, and bad day... and all you want is some supporting words, like a pick-me-up.. and you get nothing.

Trying to keep yourself, and everyone else you love happy, can make you quite resentful.

I'm so nervous I can't eat, I really really hope I get this job!! :haha:

Good luck!

I hope I don't fuck this up.

i'm sorry for not realizing what it really meant to you. i had my reasons, but in the end my reasons were just selfish. i hope that whatever it is you're going through, that you don't push me away.

i've always been here for you and i've always helped you get through it all. from the beginning and till today.

tfw you want something to work SO badly, but have zero control or any power to get your outcome.

i knew from the moment i met you that you were special. that you might be the one.

please just talk to me....

Stop it, I told myself I wouldn't do this. I can't let myself fall for this chick.

Going through the exact same thing :fuckthatshit:

Going through the same thing right now, it sucks.

finally broke it off. 4 and a half years together that felt like it was draaaagged
hurts tho. not a good time, i'll admit

sigh

:5shots:

The darkest nights lead to the brightest sun rise. Keep doin' you :accepted:

//

Why is the forbidden fruit, always the sweetest....

This is starting to get really annoying... FFS.

nothing like going on a rampage of poor decisions and impulsiveness



yolo

Seems like being sorted out in life means fuck all to those my age. Not even a fucking nod in my direction, yet people who waste all their money and time traveling and partying have relationships? My generation is fucked.

I've had a lot of good times in my 20s but now I'm starting to grow up a little I'm finding a lot of girls my age (i'm 32) or younger are not in the same kind of space as me. Another issue is that I don't want kids and don't really want to get married, so that puts a lot of women off.

So lately I've changed my ages on the dating website up to 45 and I've started looking for women in their late 30s or early 40s who don't want kids or already have kids and don't want any more. I've been chatting online with one woman and we're meeting up next week.

Wish me luck!!

Slow and steady progress?! Damnit it's so slow I don't know if there's been any progress at all =/ Fingers crossed for this one... don't fuck it up zetazeta, don't fuck it up pls.

So irresponsible.

Sigh.

the feels.



After a little while, the only reason you stay is the familiarity. There's more to seek than just something that you know well. The excitement in life is venturing into the unknown

I broke up after almost 5.5 years just a few weeks ago. It was rough, but ultimately I'm young. I'm not who I was when we met, and she wasn't either. Get to know yourself bro, you hold your fate in your own hands now, nothing holding you back.


my advice:
drugs, alcohol, tinder

At least for a few weeks. Then you get some normality back

when a guy says "we're dating" does that imply exclusivity? it's so frikken ambiguous and I don't want to ask anymore questions that I already have to avoid being "that girl" and seeming needy. fuck.

thx bro :tears:

I think so. If we are unsure or undecided and still looking for another girl we usually say we are just seeing each other. This usually implies is not really official yet but both party have strong desire.

On the bright side he didn't say hanging out lol. That's like the the worse.

MILF?!?!? Some of them are actually pretty hot! Especially when they have their own career and don't move to get too attach to their bf.

Not really relationship related but....

My 3 year old niece told my dad that when she gets older she will be 'big and chubby'.

Now, no 3 year old just randomly says that unless it was being implanted in their mind. She's in pre-school now so it's hard to say if it's a kid or adult saying it.

Thing is, both parents are heavy, no question. But it's sad that kids need to be subjected to shit like this so early in their tender lives.

This is one of the reasons I'm not a parent. If my child said that to me, I'd flip all sorts of shit to get answers to track down the person who said it and beat the bloody shit out of them.

Why do people have to ruin childhood so quickly for our children?

It's so frustrating being not successful. A part of it is pressure I put on myself because I want to make my family, friends, boyfriend and anyone who saw potential/greatness in me proud of who I have become, what I have achieved, what I have contributed to this world. I don't want to let anyone down. My drive to achieve has slowly been whittled away and all I do is go to the gym cause that's the only thing where I see progress in my life. All the rejections from job applications and second interviews have really gotten to me now. And I see these postings for jobs I hope to one day achieve, but my education and background don't qualify me for even the lowest level job that peaks my interest, any interest at this point. I'm not sure what I should do to give me an advantage, not sure where my path should go.

Accompanying this is seeing my boyfriend progressing towards his goal while I am at a standstill and wondering if he will one day leave me because I'm an underachieving disappointment. I used to be so optimistic and driven to succeed. Now I don't know who I am anymore. Just another guy in the office getting a paycheck. That's not who I want to be. I need to find that passion and inner motivation and dedication. How do I unlock motivation?

/rant