i wish i was filthy rich...then i dont have to go to work and i can just sit at home, play games and not think for a long while.
my brain desperately needs a break from thinking.

Man, if I won the lottery I would never talk to anybody ever again.

-Move to a small town in Europe
-Buy lots of land with a large building
-Buy lots of project cars and model trains
-Grow a huge beard
-Be happy

:alonehappy:

Having morals is a pain at this job...

Boss wants us to lie to have people come into appointments for services we don't offer, only to increase our numbers, even though at the end of the day it'll be a waste of their time and our time. These appointments wouldn't progress beyond the meeting anyways, because advisor can't close on what they don't have.

It's taking on a toll on me, as he's constantly going on and on about our team, being too nice to people, and not just telling them to blindly come in for more "info". At first, the job about simply assisting people with information, as we don't get commission anyways. I guess this is what happens when companies get bought out by mainlanders.

I feel sorry for anyone that chooses to go with this organization anyways, simply because their "training" isn't recognized anywhere else after they finish here.

I need a new job, but I have a vacation coming up in May. Just need to hold out until then. FML.

/rant

^ leave asap. honest.

Any single (or soon to be single) female members going to the spring meet?
I don't want to go alone this year.

Would be a fun date.

^

18/f/vancouver


:fullofwin:

You should really report fraud to the authorities if you're being forced/encouraged to do it by your boss.

Eventually, someone will get caught and, odds are, the higher-ups will throw that guy under the bus.

it's been six or seven weeks; i don't know, i've lost count...

met a stellar group of females through an old friend, and they further introduced me to their friends. came across this amazing girl last night that i could possibly fall in love with; she fulfilled nearly every criterion i was looking for in a partner. friends were blatantly pressuring me to pull something, and she was probably waiting for it; but, i didn't feel ready so i didn't pursue anything more than a friendship
been partying so hard with so many females around that i completely forgot about you for a good week...

but then news hit that there was another guy in your life. shit dawg, i hadn't anticipated it would still hurt this much. i've been lying to myself and everyone around me like a bitch. i keep repeating, "the feelings are gone." no, they ain't; what the fuck am i talking about? i still need more time

/sobstory

patiently waiting for that one phone call to make my 2015 complete

Hoping for the answer i want but, thinking its the answer i dont want. its hard to hold on To life, i just want it to end.

No one is ever fully ready for it. Just take it as it comes.

car parts = :fullofwin:

Even after almost a year at my new job, I still cannot properly talk to a customer without a tinge of anxiety. It's done nothing to help me come out of my shell, and I'm still in the same place on a personal level as I was as a mechanic four years ago.

Here's to more lonliness.

Wish that could have been a double date. Almost felt like one, but it won't happen. For now, anyway. Also funny how someone can miss the smell of the interior of my car, lolwut.

if you can't move on, how am i supposed to?

Fuck you, i had tried to prove my worth for so long, and i cant even get a good answer from you im done, its time for me to move on....

Thank you for believing in me and not giving up on me early in the relationship. Its now been 1 year, and you've completely broken all my previous relationship records haha at first I wasn't sure if I really wanted a girlfriend which is why I think I was trying to act single but be with you. After a couple of months I've realized you've been exactly what I need. Still think it's funny we are together since I used to piss you off at work all the time lol. Love you. This year will be all about you :)

I miss you like crazy. I wish time would rewind and we can pick up from that amazing day where you told me you saw this going somewhere...

That moment during dinner when my parents suggest setting me up with a date:pokerface:

you curbed my rims?! :rukidding:

relationships.. .
they can get real tough especially when you're losing the spark
don't know what to do.

Them younger girls though....

Travelers anxiety, how I hate you.

Yet once I'm there, it's nice to fucking chill. :hat: Miami/Caribbean :toot:

How do I stop getting jealous or upset whenever you have any kind of contact with girls? I feel like I am going crazy from this especially since what happened.

Now every time I see her, I want to bitch slap the shit out of her and she still don't know how she wronged me and why I cut her out of my life. While you act like I am the crazy one and that nothing was wrong to begin with.

play with fire and you're bound to get burned