I'm through with chasing you babe. Goodbye.

we've been going out for a while..Maybe I should just tell you how I feel, right? What have I got to lose, I think were both past the point of losing friendships over that silly stuff. But why is it so hard for me to say it? Sure I am nervous, and never being in serious relationship probably doesn't help..

Maybe I'm just scared to lose you and what we have already...

/endrant

If you mean telling her you love her, it's different with everyone but if you've only been dating a little while it might scare her off. But honestly, if it does, I don't think you really want to be with that person anyway right?

Good luck Kross!

sometimes you have to let go of everything your doing now and take a risk of what you really want to do, I know it's scary at first but if you are determined you will get it, if you don't get it the first time, you'll get it the second time if not just keep trying to get what you want, don't just sit on the seat still till someone offers you a opportunity cause is it really going to happen like that? someone handing you something that you didn't work for?

it's one of those months where i can't seem to get a break
Murphy's law seems like it'll be the standard for the foreseeable future.

i need some sort of luck.
or a punching bag.

Very True !

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hired!! convocation friday, and now start new job/career monday. as one chapter comes to an end, another begins :nyan:

Congrats!

So stressed out about school. Then said school makes me even more stressed out by trolling me.

:fuuuuu:

Starting to feel I have to rob the cradle. Women my own age (33) that are single are fucking crazy.

define crazy..
thought women get better with age? no?

women = crazy regardless of age..?????

i kid...

I feel you. Is it me or do they still think they are in their 20's? Wanting to get their shit paid for. If that's the case I'd rather go date an actual 20's something.

So choked with my GF right now.

- Goes 10k, 8 months over on oil change, complains car is running poorly.

https://whyweprotest.net/attachments...fb-jpg.181772/

- Exhaust is completely rusted and broke off from muffler. This is on a 2009. She doesn't wash her car during the winter despite me telling her this will happen (and worse). Entire exhaust from catalytic converter back needed to be replaced. :rukidding:

- I took today off because I had a few appointments, ended up spending the rest of my day working on her car.

- I booked my vacation 3 months ago for the end of June into July. With 3 months notice, she decides to wait until this week to try to book it off from her work and, shocker, her boss denies it. BTW, before I made the reservations 2 months ago, I asked her if she had booked the time off and she said, "I talked to my boss about it and she said it was fine." Today, she tells me she figured it would be fine, but she never actually talked to her boss about it. Yay, now I get to spend the night canceling hotel reservations. Hopefully, this isn't going to cost me hundreds of dollars. Get to spend my vacation laying around the house. Sweet.

- This is after spending my last 2 weekends (without notice) helping her mother move (for the 4th time in 15 months) and then helping her set up furniture, air conditioning, etc. the 2nd weekend. Oh, of course, GF asks me today if I can pull some strings to get an electrician I know to re-wire her mother's bathroom. Yeah, fuck that shit.

I told her to go stay at her mother's the rest of the week.

Fuck, now I've really done it.

did you get the fenderflares or is this about the cake thing?

She sounds like she isn't ready for the "mature" lifestyle you already are in.
seems like you have all your shit all worked out, and she just finished post secondary and not use to being a real "adult"

when people like us get older, its not just about love anymore
its things like this that can be a real deal breaker.

are you willing to wait it out. wait until she is more grown up?
or do you want someone on the same level as yourself? and then you can grow mentally old together

Wow, everything went a lot better than expected.

I know what you mean and, honestly, I'm at a point where what you're saying makes a lot of sense. Without elaborating too much, 22 years of friendship, including a 12-year relationship, is a really difficult thing to think about ending despite the disappointment and frustration I'm feeling as a result of her latest display of irresponsibility.

fuck it.

Can't blame anyone else but myself for all the shits that's happened...