Everything will be ok,
It won't be the same as before.
Here I am trying to be strong.
I've done everything I could
And you just threw it all away.
You are the one who doesn't deserve me.

summer of love

Keep your head up and be patient

Fuck, I'm so sick of your shit

A week before I move out...

Was interesting seeing a old face you havent seen in years and better I helped fix your car hehe

so i dont text you after 4-5 hours and you say "why are you so mad"

lol srs??

edit: this is why i hate our generation. All about texting now. I really want to relive the phone calls people did in high school where people either had shit phones that cant text or no cell phones at all

^^ Sometimes I wonder why bother having a phone if you're not going to text back...


Edit: Fuck, I want to delete my facebook.

Feels like the world is out to get me this week...things happening to me beyond my control...only thing i can do is give the world the bird

I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. :tears: of :joy:

now this chick mad and not texting me as much cause i didnt reply to her for 5 hours. o well, on to the next.... need mature girls anyways :thumbsup:

Seriously I'm at a breaking point, cannot take this shit anymore. I just cannot handle my school/work/life schedule, I've never had such a difficult time finding a balance and it's really taking a toll on my well being. I feel like I'm about to lose all motivation and I simply want to stay at home and sleep the days away.

5:30AM mornings and sleep at 12AM in order to actually get any schoolwork done is just not working. Doesn't help that I live 2hrs away from work by transit and 1.5hrs away by transit from work. To make matters worse, car is currently parked waiting for issues that need to be addressed to be driven safely, and it just happens that my car is my primary source of stress relief. Tie that in with only being able to see my girlfriend once or twice a week at the most and I feel like I've never had it so difficult in my life up to now. Call me a weakling or a complaining little kid but I'm really trying to cope.

Moral of the story: never take 9am classes if you live more than 1hr away from school...or just never taken 9am classes period.

^^

Everybody has shit man.
The assumption is you have a goal that you are working towards. If you quit, then why did you bother starting? Easiest way to help grind through is to remember the goal you are working towards, and the happiness you will get when you achieve it.

oh man, i remember when i was doing my undergrad, i was working a warehouse graveyard job for two semesters to pay for school. 12-8 or 11-7, 3-5 times a week, had classes from 9:30 to 4:30 with some shitty breaks in between four times a week

almost flunked my way out of school by the end...i was so sleep deprived and out of it for 8 months, i seriously contemplated dropping out, getting disowned and selling drugs LOL
never doing that again.
you'll be fine...sucks now but after much alcohol and a couple of years you'll look back on it and think oh god why and probably just laugh it up and chalk it up as a learning experience

Fuck my life.. was driving to school and didn't see a rock which busted a hole in the side wall of my tire. They were virtually brand new too, and had to skip class to buy a new one which cost me $300... :okay: :okay:

In the same boat. Finding it relatively easy to balance life, just can't stand going to school. Feels like such a waste of time sitting in class, learning stuff I am no longer interested in and thinking "man, if I was at work right now I could be making money instead"... 6 more courses to go and I'm already in the "C's get degrees" mentality lol. Waking up for 6AM shift? No problem. Waking up for 930AM class? Fuuuuuuck that, back to sleep I go.

Side note, could use some advice. My friend group is planning a Christmas dinner-type thing later on in December, but we have this one friend who has a girlfriend that's absolutely terrible to be around and none of us can stand her. Our friend (the guy) we have known for literally years and we consider him a brother, but none of us want to invite him cuz his GF is a stuck up fob who has the maturity of a 14 year old LG even though she's 24. Unfortunately, they come as a bit of a packaged deal, but we all feel super bad for not including him in our holiday plans. What do?

Does he know about the dinner? - If yes, have to invite.

Will he find out if he's not invited? - If yes, have to invite.

Have you told him his gf is an unbearable LG? You gotta at least tell him that if you truly consider him a bro. You all sound like you're all old enough to be straight up with everyone without playing games.

all of you that are thinking "man this shit is boring" or "i can't stand this" need to seriously reconsider the schooling that you're in or stop whining.

if you can't handle 1-6 years of a certain subject how will you handle an entire life of the same thing?

the grass is almost never greener on the other side. I wished I was at work in school, and then vice versa for the first few years of working.

years later, almost everything I've learned in school and jobs has come into play for my current one.

learn to enjoy life, even school and work.

I get what you mean, but the job I am currently working at (and would like to get into after graduation) isn't even remotely related to what I'm studying, but I am good at it, I enjoy it, and it provides good pay. I chose my major because I felt pressured to do so and I honestly wasn't thinking of employment opportunities after graduation in terms of salary, job security, employability, etc. Not to mention, I did it because I enjoyed English and writing, but the atmosphere (ultra liberal hipsters, lol) just isn't for me.

Obviously, it seems like you made a lot of the right choices in going to school, but when you have Asian parents breathing down your neck at 18 to go straight to post-secondary without taking a break to gauge what you really like doing, it's difficult. And I know that when I have kids, I definitely will encourage them to take a gap year and find a job/calling that they actually enjoy.

I have 6 courses left, and I made the decision to grind it out instead of paying more money to switch majors and do it all over again. Simply because funds are limited, my parents aren't paying for my education, and I've come this far working my ass off to pay for school without taking on student loans or any kind of debt.

I don't mean to punch people when they're down, but if you think managing school work and work is hard, you ain't seen nothing yet. Life gets a lot more complex as you get older. The stuff you're worrying about now will seem so trivial once you hit your 30s and 40s. Wait until you start to see friends and family die or are diagnosed with something really bad - reality hits hard.

Love your parents, but live your life the way you want.

Just like how we looked at high-school and thought it was trivial as well. It's all a learning experience, and without getting through one milestone, we wouldn't be properly prepared for the next!

Talk to the school about reducing your course load.
Try to find a job closer to home.
Move to a better location if possible/feasible.

Invite him, tell him to leave his GF at home. Prepare to slap him in the face with honesty.

If he wants to exclude himself, let that be his choice, not yours.

I'm right with you my man. your last bit hit home for me. I have been sick for 3 months now, and finally took 4 doctors, 3 blood test, 20 visits and 10 medication & a specialist to diagnose what's wrong as it's a rare disease. You're right, if you think life is hard, wait until you get shit thrown at you at a later age.

future plans got me like :tears::derp: