This rain tires me...

^Which is also the reason why I like it sometimes.. makes me sleep easily.
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I hope my friends are down to go to a hockey game anytime soon. So I can chill with her ^^

I wish you didn't have a boyfriend =(

canucks>GF

Omg aahahahah

And I know what her rebuttal would be too:

'RC > darthchilli'

Ahahahahahah

Teach me how to be not so boring.. T_T

^

LOL gg

Absolutely stoked. The weather was amazing and new trance on my walk home was +1000000000000 :D three cheers for MArcus Schossow!

I don't know how to let you know what I've been feeling. It just feels like it's going to be awkward if I do, and I always don't have the guts to take that step further.

It seems like we have something but afraid to show it.. have a safe trip in Mexico..

Hmm hmmm - thanks for the patience you dork =]

Sigh.... i wish i wasnt really tha tboring on the phone. Your tone has changed since then.. Sigh... Regrets.

You're leaving to Mexico tomorrow morning, have a safe trip.. will be looking forward to see you again.

How can you guys all bitch out at me saying I should "fix" things with her. I did talk to her, and I gave her my answer. You guys think that my answer was too harsh and I should've said it nicer is retarded. I tried to say my answer nicer today and she doesn't give a shit, because it's the same answer. In fact things have gotten worse, fuck. Next time don't try and shove your opinions down my throat when you don't know everything.

Whoa Chill out Honger.
LOL
HONGER PRIDE ^_^ V
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back on topic ;)

it's been only 1.5 week, but im going to make it work.... and i wont be disappointed anymore after all those failed tries.

and he makes my knees feel shaky.

time to upgradeeee

Honestly, stop being so insecure about yourself and our relationship- there's absolutely no reason to be. What members of my family do is not my matter. Why do I have to be judged based on their actions?

Why do you always have the need to push me away? Is it to see if i like you enough to give chase?

Really, there's no reason for these things to even happen. Can't you even have just a little bit of trust in me?

It's mentally exhausting to always argue about this topic. And don't tell me to leave because I think it's exhausting because I actually care for you enough to keep on taking the beating.

So please, have more confidence in yourself and what we have together. =[

PS: And cutting of any forms of conversation with me is not gonna solve anything. I know you're reading this so turn of your phone, unblock me from your msn, and replace the receiver on your landline.

Why do I find myself listening to your songs again...?

I wonder what things would be like if...

So many what ifs...

I think I was fine. Gut feelings usually are right. I knew it from the start.

Can't wait for those days again.

I hate it when you keep comparing me to your exes. Gut feelings are usually right? Well guess what, gut feelings can be wrong too. I'm not telling you to ignore them, but don't shut me out because of them...

You bore me sometimes..

I think I made a mistake...

In the heat of the moment I forgot to weigh things... FML

I know I shouldn't, but I can't help it. Mayb I shouldn't, but then again, mayb I should.

Can't fight the way you feel can you?

ggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrr............

I am sad the way things turned out, but I was going to marry you.