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lay off the chronic it aint good for you.

YOU ARE FUCKING DATING ANOTHER GIRL WHILE U ARE DATING ME????

Was sorta thinking of going to Fusion Dreams tonight. Thought to myself, what's the point of going when I know my feelings for you will come back when I see you. Moving on to my next target!

So bored right now while the rest of the crew are at the rave right now.

i kinda...wish it worked out.

i miss you. even though i just talked to you a few hours ago.

lol wtf? you just became the bitch. you should have gone anyways and partied with your buddies and just fucking ignored the bitch. just ignore her and tell your buddies to keep you occupied.

unless you were only going to the party to see her, and not for the party. then good decision hah.

Ran into my ex at the rave... not as awkward as I thought. Not exactly sure what I saw in him... besides the sex... that was pretty decent.

Pretty much both of what you said + paying $100 for an event i know i won't have fun is not worth it.

I've retired from the rave scene for 2 years.. with exceptions of AVB coming to town :D

its been a while..i deleted your number, you called me today... why did you call?

its so hard... i miss and love you very much still.

i'm just playing with fire now.

To follow a dream career or to follow the career my parents always wanted.

This is stupid. I'm always stuck doing what my parents want.

The life I live is literally set. Only a few bumps to smooth out but I'll always live the life I wanted with the person I love. My prince charming and his white horse is here to take me away. How I wished that one day we could disappear and forget all our worries.

I love you.

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thats about where I am right now. if I go the way my parents want me to go, I'll get paid the money I want to get paid but I'll most likely get stuck living somewhere I hate being. If I go the way I want to, I won't get the money I want but I'll live someplace better once I slug it out for a few years.

i hate this thread :(

Now we know where we stand. I'm glad I asked and you seemed to get the answer you wanted.

On a side note, your hair tickles.

I'm always the one running away once something goes wrong. Yet this time I'm trying to fix it and you're the one running away.

Fuck I haven't had sex in a year now. What is this gay shit.

^sexual frustration will get you nowhere.

visit a whorehouse :)

I write while the feeling is still raw.

Maturity. Somehow it feels like, no, I know that I have grown up. The feeling is a surprise, still, still something I cannot believe is a part of me. I smile, still smile, still genuine. There is still joy, irremovable, irrepressible, all-encompassing.

I fear that people still do not believe me.

Still doubt, still think I lie, cover up what I really feel. I don't. No more. There are those who know that, know that I am true and I am so glad to have them.

Thank you, you three. One, just for your un-fluffed words, telling me as it is. One, for bringing me so much laughter and being able to tell me how much I mean to you. One, for not shunning me when things became unfortunate, strained, yet staying open. You are incredible. All of you are.

Thank you.

this thread could either make you really feel bad about yourself for being such an emo amongst equally emotional people,
or it could make you feel better about yourself knowing that you're at least more accomplished than the emos in this thread.

just a thought.

raining like a bitchhhhh

Both, with the latter taking up a larger portion haha :lol

i'm glad you opened up to me. we have another chance now. no pressure. train hard =]

just..no more drunken calls and don't break your legs LOL

Yo kardboard how old is your brother? Got some guy that looks a lot like you in my math class.

wtf why is this in Speak It Out? You got the hots for him? O___O

damn.....she's suckering me....and i know it.

How the hell do i get out?? (or do i really want to get sucker'ed.?)

fuck me...